face it.

2007-07-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

im damn lazy to blog altho blogspot is sane and working again..haha..going for another sci camp aka science prientation week (sow) next wed. nessa and i had to pull strings to get in cos we missed the registration date for sow. but thanks to leo we got in! by helping us sweet talk the sow director. ahhaha...cos apparantly the sow director rejected quite a number of applicants due to overwheming response. so it's like super heng for nessa and i..phew. but im very lazy to pack for camp again. *yawns*

and it's like made official that i suck at pool big time last monday altho i alr knew i was damn lousy at it since j1. haha...went to play pool with gary john and nessa (who is equally as bad) on monday at cine...omg. i cant believe how sucky i am at pool. seriously. all the balls that actually drop nicely into the holes are tyco shit. ahaha..cos i never meant for any of them to move at that angle into the hole. but tyco oso needs skill k. so im considered skilled at tyco-ing AT TIMES. hahaha..i cant aim for nuts la! and i cant break too. and there was once i rmb-ed to position my hands properly and position the angle of the cue stick properly u noe!.........den i forgot to use strength to hit the ball -______________- so the ball moved at like a speed of 1mm per hr. i tink we all died. hahaha...but it's fun nevertheless. and john and gary are damn pro at pool pls. esp. john. he can like one man show practically all the way. my god. i was in awe...hahah...but the more i watched him play the more it shows my cannot-make-it pool skills.

after which we went to catch invisible target. it's damn action packed. all the kung fu and jumping here and there. seriously. all the characters in the show have springs in their legs or sth. jump frm like 20 metres oso wont fracture the legs. and it's continuous jumping down long distances like nobody's busniess summore. haha..but the plot's not as good as new police story's.

lalalala...and i hate u chua for telling me all the spoilers for harry potter 7. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

after a longggggg while...

2007-07-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

Omg..i can FINALLY access my blog. i want to kill my com or blogspot or both. wow. so many things have happened since ive last blogged.

ok..lets start with hsbc. my official last day of work at hsbc and also my LAST day of work before uni starts was on the 22d june. man..i had mixed feelings alright. cos frankly speaking..ive reallie reallie enjoyed myself at hsbc only for the last week..so it was like wth. ive started to enjoy myself there and i have to leave. but i'll be having camps and i reallie wanna enjoy being unemployed before starting school. haha..so ya. my collegues were reallie sweet. My officers at hsbc bought me this chomel necklace=) and Alex and Selina (both perm staffs who are damn funny and spastic..esp. Alex) gave me this smiling bugs bunny and they insisted that it looks like me-_______-. i shall take that as a compliment. ahhaha..banking ops wldnt have been the same if not for these ppl..it wldnt be as fun and rah rah. haha..

SCAMP 07 which is an NUS Sci camp frm 25th to 29th june was damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn FUN!!! hahah..altho i was complaining when i was packing my luggage cos i had to pack soooooooo many clothes since it;s a 5 day camp. plus there was clubbing and beach day..so we had to bring like diff attire for diff occasions. so my bag was damnnnn heavy. anyway..there were like 8 njcians in my OG grp. ahhaha..cos the NUS grouping system had a loop hole. basically eaach person was allowed a max of two ppl to be in the same og as he/she...so we ended up linking one another so ended up with an og grp with 8 njcians. ahaha..so we didnt take long to mingle ard. and my og grp's very rah rah so it was reallie fun. we're reallie good at station games but we suck at amazing races. hahaha...we are seriously a lazy bunch of ppl. we came in last for TWO amazing races can.

OH. and they had this secret pal programme during the camp. and the seniors actually took it like very very seriously. they got the freshies( juniors) all blind folded and allocated places to talk while blind folded and stuff. and finally we had a secret pal dinner at underwater world! buffet style=) ahha..it was so nice can!!! we all like sat on conveyor belts and admired the fishes while eating. woo=) the last time ive been to underwater world was like pri 1 la. but i did like sth damn stupid the first time i talked to my secret pal blindfolded. cos basically the rule was that we cld talk abt anything else under the sun except divulge our names and our og grp. so on the first SP talk..when i was blindfolded and waiting for my secret pal (SP) until i almost wanted to fall asleep...den my sp finally arrived and sat down. but like i cldnt see anything..so there was like silence at first so like what A NORMAL HUMAN BEING WOULD DO..i went " HI! MY NAME IS CASSANDRA" and my seniors next to me were like" U'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO SAY YR NAME!!!!" hahah...orps. den they tried to help me cover up by saying oh..there are many cassandras in this camp. ahha...wth. anyway...my sp is actually a senior who conned me by making me believe he was a freshie like me -______-

The highlight of the camp for me was the ghost trail. Omg. It was funny yet scary at the same time. hahaha...at first..a;; the freshies got conned by the seniors that we were gna have an APPRECIATION NIGHT where the seniors will be performing a skit for us to thank us for making an effort to join the camp. and we were all like so nice!!!!! and i was like looking forward to the skit and all. den right before "THE APPRECIATION NIGHT" they played this scary movie THE DOLL MASTER in the lt. and so we got slightly suspicious plus they kept asking us to wear track pants. so we cld sense like sth amiss.
And Low and Behold..my og got driven to this abandoned building. den we realised it was a ghost trail. like WTH!!! we felt like reallie cheated. or at least I did. haha..cos i reallei tot they weer gna perform a skit for us! like wth.

so nessa and i paired up and we came up with a plan to survive the ghost trail since we cld only go in twos equipped with a SMALL PATHETIC STRAND OF LIGHT STICK. so we made a pact that we die die oso cannot scream. instead we can only shout MOSES! whenever we felt scared or wad. and we planned to sing " THE CANNIBAL KING" song throughout the trail to calm our nerves. hahah..so throughout the entire trail..whenever nessa and i saw a black hooded person..we wld just point at them and shout MOSES!!!!!! hahaha..it was hilarious i tell u. but it was oso reallie scary at the same time..cos like the seniors were superrrrrrrrrr serious and they played their roles like nobody's business...plus their make up was freaking real and scary. PLUS THEY KEPT SHOUTING AT US. like wth!!! so we had to scream back " MOSES!!!" hahah...it was reallie a memorable experience. sweat like mad.

the ghost trail was on tuesday night btw. den on wednesday we had amazing arce ard singapore. ya. my og ot last. hahah..and so we had to sleep in huts at sentosa. but apparently the huts were more comfy to sleep in compared to the chalets. ahahha..so a blessing in disguise for my og!!!

on thursday..we had beach games. damn fun!! ahhah...but i got flipped like 180 degrees into the water TWICE. -____- the trick is to be as skimpily clad as possible so the seniors wldnt dare to throw u into the water.

den at night we went to underwater world for the secret pal dinner...damn cool! and den butter factory. the place is rather small but i finally got to see what a club looks like. ahhaha..the remix that night was not bad.

im sooooooooo glad i went for the camp. and oh. did i mention that my ogls are damn spastic. im serious. hahaha..but it;s thanks to them too that our og is so bonded. kudos to seniors!

birthday surprise=)

2007-05-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday to me!! =)

u see. this is wad happens when u have a screwed up com. dats y i can only blog this post, which was meant to be posted on the 27th may, TODAY. haha..anyway..i had a great birthday surprise this year. like seriously. i was conned to the bones and surprised to the teeth by my class.

on 25th may, one day before my bdae, i had a mini celebration with jy and chua and ava =) chua baked this damn cute star-shaped brownie cake coated with strawberries!! it's damn nice. thanks chua!! and she gave me this jap-like card that plays the happy birthday song rhythm. at fish and co, they dedicated a song ( chasing cars ) which was sung live by this female singer who has a super deep and nice unique voice and she has a funky personality=) thanks guys!! altho there were only 4 of us..i felt reallie warm as we laffed while reminiscing abt the stupid things we did as a class.

den came the fateful day when i got the shock of my life. Basically the day started off rather normally..i went with nessa bay and my collegue jesmine for the NUS talk. found out abt quite abit abt the whole bidding for modules system. but im still abit blur. shall learn more abt it during the sci camp. im reallie glad nessa's in nus sci..haha..cos we both dun reallie noe anyone else going to nus sci. the whole bloodie world's going to business. rah.

den after the nus talk...i decided to go thomson plaza to borrow "the mummy" dvd cos i suddenly had the urge to watch that show again..budden i dropped off at bishan instead cos i was lazy and there's video ezy at bishan too. budden the stupid shop didnt have the dvd =_=. den i decided to go wheelock to get the "spike D " chocolate coated durian cake frm The Big O. butttttttt...it was sold out. like wth ride. my mood was like +____________________- so i decided to head straight home cos having dinner with my family later.

We had dinner at this crab place. the black pepper crab rocks man. ahhaha..den fetched my maid to the airport cos she's going home to get married den she's coming back=) after which we headed to jalan kayu to eat prata. ahhah...den chua started msg-ing me asking me where i was and wad i was doing in a very subtle and casual way. so i had nooo idea she was trying to find out where i was. tink she must be going like wth when she found out that i was at jalan kayu at like 10 plus pm when she and the rest of the class were waiting at serangoon mrt. ahha..im sorry ppl! but i didnt noe...so not my fault. ha.

anyway..after i reached home..bathed and was peacefully watching my korean movie on youtube..the door bell rang like 4 times. it was like 11.30pm la. i was wondering which idiot it was. cos no postman wld ever deliver a mail at 11.30pm !!
den after like 2 mins..i heard snickering and BOMB! the whole herd of 8 appeared and shocked me out of my wits. i was staring at them like they were aliens or sth. hahaha..they made this reallie reallie pretty notice board with photos and with all their personal messages pinned up..THANKS GUYS!! esp. those who came down immediately after they booked out that night. thank yew all so much!!! =)=)=) my weak heart forgives all of u for the shock u ppl gave me. ahhaa...seriously. this is the first time i had sucha surpirse. thanks soooooooooooo much=))))))))))

so my day ended up wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than expected. who cares abt the dvd and the cake. hahaha...oh,,,btw..i did get the "spike D" cake cos i pre-ordered right after i came home. muahahha. the spike D cake rocks man. the chocolate fudge METLS in yr mouth and it's as smooth as sheep's wool.

anyway.. A MEGA HUMONGOUS THANK-YOU! to all who sent yr well-wishes=)=) i reallie appreciate them alot=)=) arigato!!

2007-05-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

wow. time reallie flies like a flea man. these few days have passed by very quickly. maybe it's a good thing cos i cant wait for my last day of work. haha..budden i havent even gotten a single pay check frm kelly services ever since i started work on the 23rd of april. wth la! it's been a month alr!! so i called kelly up and apparently, they sent my pay checkS to my old address instead WHEN i actually updated them of my change in home add before i started work -__- wah lau. and the person told me that i can only get my pay checkS once they bounce back to kelly services.
-_________________________- god noes how long that will take.

I cant wait for pirates 3 and ocean's marathon!! =)=)=) the ocean's marathon will be the first ever movie marathon i will have in the theaters. hahah..wonder if they provide free flow of popcorn and dirnkc and nachos and hotdogs and chips. erm maybe just free popcorn and drinks.

and i found a few more ppl who are going into nus science=) woo. on one hand i cant wait for uni to start cos im damn sian of working and i cant wait to explore the next stage of my life. tink uni's gna be great=) but on the other hand..BLOODIE NEED TO STUDY FOR EXAMS again. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. why do schools always involve exams. whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhyWHY

im hungry.

2007-05-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

wow. i can access my blog again. it's damn frustrating to have a retarded com that only allows access into my blog once in a very longgggggggggggg while when it feels like it. haha..so im gna treasure this post cos im very sure that i wont be able to access my blog again tmr and in the subsequent days or maybe weeks. rah.

anyway..wow. my last post was rantings abt my work at hsbc. now..there's been a HUGE turn of events. hahaha...my days at work can get so damn slack i have the time to read every single bulletin posted on the online bulletin board (there are at least a hundred). hahah...but it gets reallie tough at times to act busy. like i cant literally sleep on the desk( which i desperately want to ). so i end up clicking within the same websites. it gets damn boringgggggg =(

and there are the busy days when i need to do work non-stop for 5 hrs straight 0_0. this job is rather unhealthy. buttt...i tink my slacking skills are deproving cos my officer told me today that she'll let me learn and handle some stuff from another permanent staff starting tmr 0_0

had sleepover at guen's hse on friday! apparently i was psychologically conn-ed to stay over cos my beloved friends chua and junying, being their cow-ish sleves, bluffed me that guen was going to korea to study fashion design on the 23rd may. sounds unbelievable ride..BUTT...i believed it anyway. haha..cos that sai junying used her reverse psychology on me AGAIN. she's good at that but it makes u wanna slap her.

ive accepted nus science..and i only noe a few ppl that are accepting nus science. and i reallie mean A FEW. like 5. 0_0 sad case. the whole world is going to business!!!!! whyyyy...i hope to see more familiar souls this saturday at the nus sci fac talk.

oh yar. i have a "51 inch" toshiba projection television for sale. It's still in good condition. selling price is 700 bucks. my dad wants me to spread the msg. haha..

anyway..i cant wait for the planet shakers concert=)=) yays. thank god i bought the tix early cos the tix are sold out alr and the concert is more than a month away. i was like so fast?!! my friend cldnt get tickets =( and she was the one whom i yue1 to go wan la. .rah. kill her.

the distance can be felt. whether we can help it is another issue altogether. i miss the times we had.

2007-05-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

college day at nj this year was a total disappointment. firstly. we got ordered ard outside the hall by a teacher who didnt get his facts right before shouting at us. or maybe he shld have just spoken to us with more tact -_- so pissed off la..like we happy happy come back to our alma mater only to get shouted at. wth. he ruined the entire mood.
and secondly..the concert was damn boring mainly due to the ultra longgggggggg and boring speeches. and THERE WAS NO DANCE ITEM! 0_0 we got so bored during the prize giving ceremony that we ended up judging ppl's dress sense as they walked up on stage and walked past while heading back to their seats. hahaha..dat was the more entertaining moment of the concert.

then the more i watched the concert the hungrier i got..so we left early for dinner. haha..

said to say that nj feels rather alienated now..felt like i didnt belong. but im glad i brought along with me the best memories of my life when i left the school..

2007-04-26T07:32:00.002-07:00

the qn to ask is....why the hell did i call up kelly services?!! i feel kinda cheated. i was expecting some brainless job back at hsbc where i just do monotonous stuff and collect easy money..but this time..i got the exact opposite. 0_0 0_0 0_0 if junying wasnt there, i wld have died. thing is im actually taking over a permanent staff's job for 2 months and his job involves super high risk cos it deals with singapore dollar deposit renewals in the bank as well as interest rates blah..i guess the agent at kelly services kinda left this bit out when she was explaining the job scope to me. rahhhhhhhh...i hope i dun screw up man..seriously. it's highly fatal. and to make things worse, my officer is a super gan joing shit and he cant teach for nuts. sometimes he needs to rmb that im new to whatever he's doing and i have ZERO/GOR-NORG idea of all the bank terms he's using to explain stuff to me. YES. he's using greek bank terms to explain greek bank terms to me. im like -_____________- i still dun get you. i hope i learn the ropes and get use to it soon...i dun wanna ot until so late!! and jy..i dun care. if i ot...u better ot with me. haha.

2007-04-26T07:32:00.001-07:00

2007-04-23T08:42:00.000-07:00

just came back frm the 4th lesson of jap class. Omgggggggggg....i feel super drained. hahah..today's class was insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee plus i kept dozing off 0_0. and also maybe i only did my hw today it self = i didnt revise beforehand.

anyway being unemployed rocks!!!!!!!! ive been working since 5th of dec 2006 la..i wonder how i managed to work for so longgggg and still stay sane and alive. today was seriously damn shiok excluding the part abt the jap class. the best part was waking up at 11. wooooooo. havent had that luxury for a longgggg time man..hahah..

buttttt cannot remain unemployed for too long cos no job = no money = sad life.

im glad im out of it. maybe it's the differences in perceptions or just pure dislike of yr responses and behaviour that makes me loathe u so much. it was not until u appeared that i realise i cld dislike a person to the extent that i loathe almost every single thing u do, even your voice and the way u laugh. heck. i hate it when u act as if u noe everything. so what if u're smart man..so what. u're intelligent. give u credit for that but it digusts me whenever u boast abt yr intelligence...like wth? and i hate yr sarcasm. it's alright to be sacarstic as long as it's not a personal attack but i had enuff of yr sarcasm. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im just glad i can finally stop trying to avoid u. it's tiring and it's making me dislike what im interested in doing.

ok. got that out of my system.

2007-04-20T09:05:00.000-07:00

Firstly THANKS JUNYING!!!! for helping me revamp my blogskin=)=)=) it reallie needed a change. not that i blog very often..in fact the last post was......1 month 3 weeks ago. hahah..

anyway..today was my last day at imcb..hahah..damn fast ride. it's been almost 3 months there. what can i say. ive learnt a hell lot frm this internship..things which i was never exposed to in jc for eg. western blot..immunofluorescence..pcr.. ok. u guys must be wondering what the hell am i talking abt. I basically help my supervisor carry out these experimental techniques which allow lots of free time for me to slack in between. ha. so much so that today the other interns and i resorted to freezing eggs in liquid nitrogen which has a freezing point of -169 degrees. the egg hardened like nobody's business. and the egg white looks like some translucent rock-hard solid. damn nice.

on one hand im glad that this attachment prog is over cos the stuff that im doing started to get quite monotonous..on the other hand..i miss the fun and laughter and the suan-ing as well as the small random talks the interns had=( work there will never be as enjoyable without them man altho there was once where we made this german assistant prof explode due to noise pollution in the lab 0_0. he was damn scary la!!! he POPPED out of no where and gave a power nudge on one of the intern's arm and shouted at him to shut up. quite traumatising. 0_0 0_0 0_0 0_0

and if u fellow interns of imcb lab 05-15/16 are reading this..thanks jiaying! for being the understanding one=) and yr laughter is seriously contagious. hahaha..oh yar. feel free to skin jeremy and ciptoh whenever u feel like it.
thanks priya! for saving me frm screw ups in some of my experiments..hahah..and for just being who u are. feel free to skin jeremy if he decides to pang-seh u and leave way earlier than u during work.
thanks ian!! for going crazy with me..good luck in disecting yr mice intestines. hope yr sense of smell is still intact after yr attachment. feel free to skin jeremy and ciptoh too when they become retarded. esp. ciptoh
as for jeremy and ciptoh..thanks for bringing live and laughter to the lab=) altho u guys are always the centre of jokes, look on the bright side man! u guys bring joy to the lab. ha.

anyway..congrats avalene!!! for getting the scholarship to melbourne=)=)=) damn damn happy for u la!!!! now u dun have to worry abt the disgusting expenses in australia.

it's frustrating when ppl dun get the full picture.

getting the hang of things.

2007-03-01T07:48:00.000-08:00

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that should sum up how i feel now.

moving on..my days spent at imcb have been been getting better..thank goodness..the first two weeks were rather terrible cos i was new to everything and i was more afraid of screwing up my supervisor's project than anything else..hence, i was like quite stressed 0_0 and i didnt look forward to going to work at all even to the point when i questioned myself wad the hell am i doing here..

then...finally..from the third week onwards..I SAW LIGHT. hahah..i was more confident of some of the techniques and ya..the days at work finally got better..anyway..reallie thank god for a supervisor whose superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr patient..seriously..i tink i would have gone mad if i were him..haha..so thanks for yr patience dominic! (if u are actually reading this that is)
Also, 5 more student interns joined the lab starting this week...HALLEHLUJIAH!! more life in the lab..haha..it makes work more enjoyable and less stressed. the silence kills sometimes.

yup. had dinner with bloop chua and jy today..i laffed until i cldnt breathe. it's been a longggg time since i laffed that much and that hard..hahaha...thanks guys...i enjoyed myself to bits=)

oh! and on the way home on the mrt..bloop and i saw this guy carrying a backpack and guess where he hung his umbrella (the super long kind)....ON THE COLLAR OF HIS SHIRT such that it was hanging frm the back of his collar..this is reallie what u call hands-free. it's ultra hilarious. hahaha...

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back to feeling like crap.

2007-02-09T20:57:00.000-08:00

goodbye hsbc! hello imcb (institute of molecular and cell biology) =)

my last day at hsbc on 31st jan was reallie memorable..hahah...the sun was exceptionally bright..weather was breezy..birds were chirping exceptionally loud and clear..ok..enough nonsense..but i was exceptionally light-hearted that day..i guess most of the last days at work are like that...work there has been reallie enjoyable cos of my crazy collegues along with our silly rubbish=)=) thanks guys! and they are super sweet la! they got me this mini pinkish water dispenser and a mini torchlight whose light beams shine out frm the pig's nostrils as well as percy pig frm marks and spencer..ihahaha..seriously, i was staring at the water dispenser..extremely bewildered..trust them to get sth like that..hahha..the water dispenser's reallie cute but it's damn malu to carry it ard the office la!

and jason i dno why u so sweh but an rj girl called kelly and managed to get a one month contract at hsbc..haha..u must be damn pissed. but yr contract was extended at lockton ride..so u wont even be able to start work on 29th jan -____-

moving on..ard mid jan or so..the week before i quit my job at hsbc..i was actually working at venture era which is a network marketing company that sells biomedical products..it's like multi-level marketing. so at first i thought the whole concept was reallie interesting and the products had very high credibility and all..so i decided to give it a shot and i went for their training for two days..budden on the 2nd day i wasnt very comfortable with the whole idea abt selling these products to yr relatives whom u have to make small talk with them on the phone to arrange a meeting without mentioning anything abt selling stuff to them...i guess it's necessary to do that for those in the sales industry but i wasnt comfortable with it at all..i mean if u wana meet them to sell them stuff just tell them straight la! even if it's through the phone..anyway..so i told my dad abt it..and yar..he was like strongly against it..cos there's no professionalism in this..like u can just get any tom dick or harry off frm the street to sell yr goods..and the people there kept stressing abt oh..what's more impt is whose health u wanna benefit...
but if they are so concerned abt the health of others..why not just liase with doctors whose words have so much more credibility compared to ppl like us..-______- im sorry...but i cant see the concept behind this whole idea..

moreover, i received a reply frm imcb who accepted me for a student assistantship program..so bye bye venture era...phew...i felt bad abt leaving venture era cos they have invested their time and effort into training me...but sorry, i have no intention of staying there any longer..

then after slacking for a pathetically short period of 4 days..i started my internship at imcb on 5th feb.
wahhhhhhhh...i tell you...the environment there's reallie a DRASTIC change frm hsbc...i took almost a week to adjust to the env and lab work there..and im still abit blur abt the all the equipment and experiments cos it's nothing like school lab work at all..
the thing im not used to is that it's sooooooooooooooooo QUIET so much so that u can even hear a flea flying past. 0___0
and my first three days there were 70% miserable and 30% intrigued..miserable cos there was no one i cld talk to except my supervisor and i had sooooooooooo much time to slack ard cos firstly i was new to all these so i didnt have much i cld do..and secondly..there are many intervals (hrs) while performing an experiment cos need time to wait for stuff..soooooo...i practically spent most of my time surfing the net and reading protocols 0_________0
intrgued cos of the exposure to all the lab equipment and the diff techniques..oh yar..i love wearing the lab coat too=) hahaha..it's very comfy and makes u feel pro..so im in my lab coat most of the time even when im not performing any experiments..haha
it finally got better on thursday and friday..cos the rest started to open up...and u can oso see the drastic change in me..i went frm 20 sentences per min in hsbc to 1 sentence per hr in imcb...sometimes not even one sentence. rahhhhhh...it's torturous can..but ive gradually gotten used to it...

oh..and onto my pay at imcb...700 BEFORE cpf...i guess it's higher than usual for most internships but it's still pathetic! 500 plus after cpf..sobx.

so that's abt my life now..hahaha...im soooo looking forward to weekends..and i cant wait for jap lessons to start.

2007-01-08T06:40:00.000-08:00

girls out loud is damnnnnnn farnie!!!!! for those who havent watched it yet..YOU SHOULD. i had a good hearty laugh during the show..hahha...it's a healthy programme=)

and i will never forget wad the woman said on tv..in typical singaporean chinese speaking hsewife accent " I think that singaporeans shldnt be too kiasu. but for housewives. it is ok. because we have alot of free time to spare to queue up for free gifts. "

that seriously made me laff like mad..hahaha...wad sai logic is dat..

im so gna catch the next episode and the next and the next....

anyway..another 3 more weeks and im free of hsbc!!! woo. so far..work has been alright..thank god for my collegues that make work seem more relaxed...and i only saw shawn at work today ever since 3rd jan which was his first day of work..ahah..abit slow..but i got a big shock when i saw him on the 2nd floor which i go to once in a while almost everyday 0_-
it's either im blind or he's too thin to be noticed. i think it's the latter. ahhah...

hsbc has been cutting down on providing free food nowadays..hai..life before was so good. and i seriously need to exercise before i turn into a blob of lard.

2007-01-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

youtube is screwy. msn is screwy. brilliant.

2006-12-22T09:26:00.000-08:00

primary 3 class gathering in miss tang's ( now mrs lau's ) hse was GREATTTTT...i was damn shocked and surprised to see how much some of my pri 3 classmates have changed over like wad 9 years?...dats an awfully long time...and erm...considering how lousy my memory is..i cld only recognise three ppl out of the 8 who turned up..haha...i didnt even rmb the person who was sitting next to me in pri 3...buttt...it finally all came back when i looked at the photos...i realise i look like a chinadoll with reflective specs such that u cant see my eyes and that stupid bowl-shaped head in EVERY PRI 1 TO 3 CLASS PHOTO...my god..photos that brings back nightmares..ahahha...no la..everyone had weird hairstyles too...but it was reallie heart-warming to sit ard and talk abt the times we had at our teacher's hse..i mean it's seriously damn rare to have a class gathering with classmates u havent seen or contacted for almost 9 years...and it was enjoyable..thought it wld be like majorly awkward..altho it got abit awkard at times...but all in all it was super meaningful=) and miss tang's 2 year old son and 1 year old? daughter are damnnnnnnnnnnnnn cute!!!!!! ive never seen cuter toddlers..her son is also super active..hahaha...but he's adorable...

we had tiramisu log cake at her hse and curry!!! the curry rocks..hahaha..but most importantly was meeting my classmates again and catching up with them...it was all worth it jasmine=) (if u are reading this) i will pia for the next 3 days at work...but i didnt regret going for the gathering today=)

anyway..EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! spread the joy and the love=)

you reap what u sow

2006-12-18T06:23:00.000-08:00

today's hsbc's christmas gift exchange day! hsbc has alot of weird activities and a hell lot of buffets..hahah..lasft friday we had like free flow of hotdogs..nachos with cheese..and swedish meatballs 0_0 wah..eat until damn shiok..ahah..den today we literally had a buffet at 4..dats like just right after my lunch break..and it's the atmosphere that makes working there not dat stressful..at least got quite alot o time to slack..ahah..

so for this gift exchange we had to buy a gift worth abt 5 bucks for a person that we picked out o a paper box...i picked this girl's name whom i have no idea how she looks like or how old she is..same goes for alot o my other collgues in my department..i guess dats the fun of it cos all the departments are buying gifts for one another..hahah..the farnie thing is one of my friend there was so cheapo that she got her gift partner a gift frm home..ahhaha...den last minute buy a packet of chcolates frm marks and spencers during lunch break..and guess wad she got in return..the smallest gift wrapped object EVER. hahahaha..we were all like u reap wad u sow man..hahaha...laff till stomach ache i tell you..cos the gift's reallie quite dismal..but come on..it;s the fun of it..hahah..i dun even noe who gave me the parker pen...and up till now i still dno who my gift partner is 0_- cos i only saw her hands holding my present..didnt see her face..alamak.

anyway..i hope they have more of this often../ahhaha...den can slack more..anyway..the project's ending soon=) phew..and and and WHERE THE HELL IS MY PAY?!!! stupid postman..better not misplace my cheque..i want my pay damn it.

bread in the bin

2006-12-09T01:41:00.000-08:00

it's been 5 days since ive been working at hsbc checking files and getting cuts on all 10 fingers 0_-
i have to arm myself with at least 6 plasters everyday for work..my dad tinks im going to war or sth la..working hrs are crazy...but time flies when im working there..cos there's a specific and UNREALISTIC target to meet everyday so the workload is endless...thank god they pay higher for Overtime..haha..so just have to think abt the cash once i get tired or cranky..the job's reallie simple but it;s ultra tedious..and since the department im working in decided only to last minute hire ppl..we are treated like magicians la..expect us to do an ungodly amt of work everyday..insane..the longest ive worked a day was frm 8.30am to 10.30 pm 0_0
i'd rather go to sch...at least still can choose to pon lessons..haha..but ive learnt quite abit abt banking and how these banking ppl work..the vicepres of hsbc is like woahhhhh...even when the shittest and most worrying thing happens that wld send most ppl screaming like electrocuted geese..she's like all calm and wooooo. amazing..no surprise she's the vp..

and u also get to see the selfish side of ppl..the manager's that in charge of the team im working in is all, " oh..u poor things poor things.SO U ALL MUST COMPLETE 1000 ACCOUNTS BY TODAY....." rah. she dosent give a damn abt her team's welfare la although she's comical at times..but i guess dats how it is..anyway i wont feel at peace if our target's not met everyday..so we all have the responsibility of completing it without screw-ups..

pissing stuff aside..i can survive the long hrs there cos of some ppl that just crack me up..ahaha..thank goodness for them...if not i'll just die..there's this collegue sitting beside me who's retired alr but she being a rich tai tai wanted to past time...so she decided to work part time in hsbc oso..but ended up kena cheated..ahha..cos she also ended up working overtime like nobody's business..and the sad thing is there was once when she found the bread that she brought to work in the dustbin....ahhahahahahaha...so sad case la..imagine looking for yr bread and finding it in the bin...goshhhh..all thanks to alex..ahahha...everytime i tink of her expression when she found her bread in the bin...i will laff to myself..ahhahah..free entertainment...seriously..

anyway next week's not going to be any better...cos codec will be coming in alr..means $%#&$%&*%7..hai...but if my estimation's correct..this week's pay will be abt 370 bucks..and now i will treasureeee my weekends man..

2006-11-30T22:57:00.000-08:00

decided to blog before moss and mould start growing....

i have been enjoying myself and seriously making full use of my post As time..haahha...butttttttt....im broke. seriously...considering all the things i bought besides prom..wah sai..it;s like putting an atomic bomb into my pocket..thank god da found a temp job for me at hsbc in dec =) DA! U ROCK!! u rock u rock u rock=) but too bad i have to start work this monday at 8.30am...8.30 AM!!!!! 0_0...prom's on sunday...which means hallelujiah to me...hopefully i can survive the next day..

anyway...ive been watching alottttt of videos till my eyes pop out...ive reallie experienced major fun for these few days beginning frm the 23rd onwards..hahah..gosh...makes me feel that all the gruelling days before that was worth it =)

and i got my first contacts today!!! it's reallie freaky to put on contacts for the first time..seriously..i feel as if im endangering my eye every second my fingers go near it 0_0
and the optician complimented me on learning fast..heh heh heh..budden it's my eye dats been obedient..hopefully no screw ups this sunday..

oh btw...just in case the msg has not been passed down...and if u guys actually read this..PLS DO NOT COME INTO THE HOTEL ROOM IN GRPS OF MORE THAN TWO UNLESS U WANNA GET CAUGHT AND PAY 60 BUCKS PER PERSON EXTRA...COS THE ROOM CAN ONLY ALLOW MAX 2 PPL...i have no idea why the system is sooo screwed..but to play safe..just dun come in herds..

yayyy...back to watcing my drama=) my life rocks now..wooooo...

2006-11-24T07:48:00.000-08:00

i love my class=)

and i cant describe how much 05s24 means to me..

2006-11-15T07:47:00.000-08:00

yay...a whopping 8 more days to the 23rd=)=) came back home ard 6 today and i totally seh-ed like a piece of tofu...
it feels reallie good to just not think of anything for a while and waste the hrs away watching tv or just lazing ard while pigging out...haha..

anyway i have been watching crocodile hunter diaries frm 12pm to 1pm since i tink 2 weeks ago..to think i thought it was extrememly boring last time..but since the day i got reallie bored and flipped in to animal planet to catch the show..I GOT HOOKED ..haha..it's damn exciting la! like how they catch crocs and snakes and kangaroos..it actually made me feel unafraid of animals for some moments..cos im freaked out by them when they come too close..i have no idea why..but the show's reallie interesting and im not even an animal fan or animal lover so this goes to show how awesome dat show is=) and the ppl in charge of the Austrilian zoos are so farnie..haha...like the girls played a huge prank on steve and the rest of the guy collegues for revenge over the last time when they played some dumb prank on the girls..so the girls tricked steve and the rest dat a maharaja of i tink israel or sth wanted to tour their zoo beofre donating 100 million bucks..obviously the guys were like !!! be on their best and try to please the maharaja..haha...but the catch is the maharaja was like pretending not to be interested in any of the animals..even the most dangerous snakes and crocs till steve was like all @$6%8#!1&!! and the best part was they wanted to walk away w steve's favourite camels..ahhah...den he got reallie upset and when the guys realised dey got punked dey were alr planning the next prank..i doubt the singapore zoo's like dat..haha..but i dun think it's stopping ava frm going to the zoo..right avalene?

den during dinner i was just getting all excited abt stuff to do after As den suddenly i dno why i realised how empty it wld be and how aimless after the routined and sheltered school life..it's actually quite freaky..like in future u have to go for interviews and stuff..and manage yr own finances..oso dno how i thought dat far..but it wld be a huge step out of everything dat has been so routinised 0_0
but i'll handle it when it eventually comes..now's to just try to survive the endless wait..rahhhhh..

cast all cares to jesus

2006-11-01T22:00:00.000-08:00

woahh..i tink i can win the most stagnant blog award...didnt blog for 1 month and 8 days...hahah...lazy to blog la..anyway..i just took the LAST gp exam of my life...YESHHHHHH...it sure feels good to have gotten rid of the last gp paper..WOO. but dats if i didnt screw it up..but nvm...IT'S THE LAST GP PAPER..hahaha...

i tink our seniors had it harder for gp last year..haha...esp. for their essay topics..reallie..there's like nutting to write..at least this time there was actually SOMETHING. but just when i tot wah cambridge not bad..treat us quite well this year...DEN COMES THE SICKENING DESSGARSTING HORRIBLE POTATO-ISH

AQ

i will never forget that stupid qn dat made me stare at it like watching some alien doing a mini dance on my paper..wah lauuuu...wad kind of qn is dat??!!

" to give up all claims of individual freedom is the best way to attain it" sth like dat...den dey ask to assess and state how much freedom u wld like to have...harlooooooooooo...but i still had to write sth so crapped my way thru..gosh...worst aq ever..and it had to be the As..0_0

but im happy that it's over...reallie a stone off my chest...still got alot more stones to get off...

23rd..23rd...come on...COME. JUST COMEEEEEE.

we'll all overcome this by the wisdom of GOD=)

2006-09-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

GOKUSEN 2 is a must watch=)

that's to make up for my stupid fever...i missed a day of shopping and movie!! rahhhh...fever sucks..buttt...i begged my dad to get me the gokusen 2 vcd since he didnt allow me out of the hse..heh heh heh...and i tell you it totally rocks=) now i dun need to depend on the person to load the videos on youtube..it's damn irritating to watch an incomplete show..

my self-proclaimed post-prelims hols are ending..sobx..time flies when im having fun..i have watched so many television programmes and movies and videos these few days...it;s all gna show up in this month's electricity bill..

2006-09-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

there are times when i can totally be myself ard u guys and soak in yr company even though we are walking aimlessly ard town..that sense of knowing when there is silence..and even that silence is comfortable cos there's that mutual understanding..i dun feel judged and somehow i can freely express myself the way i want to without feeling as if im being judged. that mutual acceptance is reallie rare...

im so blessed to be part of the ij family...and i wldnt give anything to replace that.

why is it that i can only be myself when u are not ard..that's just not right. cos there's suppose to be a connection..there has to be..considering ive known u since i was 5 and i tink i once loved u before..i mean as a child i wld have..but i seriously have no idea wad happened to us..maybe this has dragged on for too long beyond repair along with all that has happened over these years that i lost trust and hope in our relationship. when u're ard i feel so restricted..wadever i do is wrong in yr opinion..or u think dat it's stupid..i've never gone shopping with you since three years ago..i keep wondering how it wld be like if u didnt appear in my life..i noe i shldnt be thinking of that and i shld actually be grateful but ya..and i forgot ever since when we actually had a conversation longer than 2 sentences exchanged..

2006-09-22T09:24:00.000-07:00

PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!! OVER OVER OVER OVER

it;s soooooo good to be able to sleep till u are automatically awake=) read my book frm 11am to 7pm..one whole book!! oooosh..finally...i can put my day to better use rather than spending it on studies..yayyyyy...im a happy person=)

THE BANQUET shld be renamed "the movie where everyone dies in". all the main characters died 0_0 and we sat at the first row..thing is the charatcers punctuated almost every sentence with underlying meanings dat i ended up confused..haha..
but zhang ziyi is super captivating..she is one good actress..good thing is the whole movie set was magnificent=) tink all wu shu shows never fail to capture that..
buttt..i got to eat my nachos..so at least it wasnt dat bad..haha..

face it.

2006-09-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

it's almost over...almost almost..1 more paper and prelims is finally over=) den...the fun comes!! at least for a while..im so looking forward to the sleepover on fri..

the aircon in the hall today was like -10 degrees...so bloody cold la! and the best thing is of all days i forgot to bring my jacket today..0_0 so i was freezing frm the peak of my head to the last fibre of my toenails for 3 whole hrs in the ice box..but even those who had their jackets on throughout were also freezing to death 0_0

right after the paper..went to gelare to eat waffles!!! half price on tuesday..woo..good timing there..haha..the cookie dough ice cream is delicious=) den we patronised the newly opened DAISO at ps..woahhh...there's super alot o stuff on sale..and it's very easy to over spend at DAISO..just take 20 mins to walk ard..and u'll find yrselves lugging at least 4 items..0_0 and it's very tempting to buy alot o stuff there! cos the jap products dun look cheap at all even tho all items are sold at 2 bucks each..i wanna go there again..havent explored the entire shop yet..haha

devil wears prada is a must watch.The plot is interesting..the whole idea is refreshing..the clothes and fashion is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and anne hathaway pratically looks good in every outfit.. i love the show!! watched it for the 2nd time today..made me a happy person=) i just get drawn into it feels great..and even if u're not into fashion..watch for miranda presley!!

2006-09-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	33
Extraversion	39
Openness To Experience	29
Agreeableness	52
Conscientiousness	51

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Neuroticism

Stressful and frustrating situations can sometimes be upsetting to you, but you are often able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense. You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you. You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind. You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. High levels of stress can lead to you feeling panic or confusion, but usually you cope with day to day pressures.

Extraversion

You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You have a generally cheerful disposition.

Openness To Experience

As a practical person you like to think in plain and simple terms. Others describe you as down-to-earth, practical, and conservative. You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You are reasonably interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You like the security of tradition, but sometimes have a desire to bend the rules and challenge conventional thinking.

Agreeableness

You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You do not particularly like helping other people. Requests for help feel like an imposition on your time. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity.

Conscientiousness

You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled. Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.

apparently, 4 out of 5 of my results for this personality test is the same as baey's..haha..

the past week has been papers after papers..chem is reallie retardedly difficult..and it dosent help when i took sucha long time to process each qn..alamak. econs was 0_- abit no time to finish...but it cannot be compared to the bio paper 2 which i tink has clinched the award for the most unrealistic time set. it's insane la...and the teahers complain that our handwriting is illegible...harlo..how do u expect us to write legibly when all of us are panicking like chickens.

anyway...im just glad it's the end of the week..prelims are ending!! =) den i can play mahjong!!!yayyyyy!!!

2006-09-09T09:15:00.000-07:00

i had the most meaningful service at church today...so glad i went to church=)=)=)=)

it's reallie great to be able to noe more abt GOD every week..there's so much to learn and noe abt him and his love for us..and that sense of annointing and knowing is just so !!!!!!!!! ...i dno how to describe it..haha..it makes me wanna jump and sing praise=)

in the words of pastor lian..To walk with GOD as the bible says is to just agree with him that Jesus has paid for all our sins on the cross eternally. it's as simple as that. GOD works in simple ways and we just have to believe and rely on his love for us..the path of the righteous is ever bright up till the perfect day=)

jesus said, " I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU."

someone shout AMEN!!!!!!!!

AMEN!

she shared beautiful testimonies and this one has left a reallie deep impression..

There's a friend of hers by the name of John i tink..cant rmb the full exact name..John has a 2 year old daughter who is taken care of by a nanny. Just a few weeks ago, he heard his daughter's screams frm the room and saw the nanny sitting on a rocking chair which has severed the last two fingers on her daughter's right hand. He rushed her to the hospital along with the two fingers that were wrapped in tissue paper..then he spoke to the doctor who told him that it was impossible for her fingers to grow back and that his daughter wld have small stumps after the operation. but John insisted that with GOD..anything is possible. In his exact words " NO...no..u dont understand...With GOD..anything is possible". The doc said " NO..no..YOU dont get it..fingers cannot regrow just like that." and he got rid of the two fingers..
But John still insisted that his daughter's fingers will grow back cos GOD can make anything dat's wrong, right again. After a few weeks, the doctor was reallie super ultra bewieldered to find fingernails growing from the two fingers that were obviously growing..

HALLEHLUJAH! =)=)=)

2006-09-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

technically the prelims has alr started last week..but the horror of the horrors begins 32 hrs frm now..0_0
it'll pass very soon=) this past 2 weeks have reallie tested my self discipline..to sit and stare at my notes for hrs..the starting's always difficult..and the thing is i dare not not study for my prelims..but i hope that im prepared enuff..cos for the last two days my disclipline just died..buay ta han..

i totally agree with wad my aunt said..while having dinner with my family together..we started talking about their past childhood lives..ahha..damn farnie..discovered alot of stupid stuff my dad did when he was young and how rebellious he was..in the past..life was reallie hard for them cos my grandma had like 8 children to support..and my aunt said sth abt the stress that youngsters face in the past is more like physical cos they cld only eat chicken for like once a year and my grandparents were reallie strict..as in they didnt let their children turn on the lights in the hse after 8 pm 0_0

so no tv no newspaper reading no anything-that-has-to-do-with-lights after 8PM cos my grandparents sleep damn early..i was like !!! cave ar..my grandparents were super strict with them in the past..even when their children were alr working...haha...and i found out how rebellious my dad was..tsk. hahah...but who wldnt be..no lights after 8pm..0_-

and my aunt said in the past wad the youths faced was more like physical stress but now..wad we face is deesgarsting puke-inducing mental stress..

for these past weeks..i have experimented different places and environment to study in..sch lib..esplanade..at home..ava's hse..food court..haha..reallie no life but studying at these places have been quite productive so far..dats cos there's always someone there to keep me awake and prevent my discpline frm dying on me..

anyway..amidst all the pressure and the intense mugging..stay healthy and happy and keep fit=) cos this is the danger period for gorging yrself with food..i eat like a cow everyday la 0_0 esp. at ava's hse..

i cant believe i queued for 45 mins today for a plate of char kway teow frm newton circus which moved to serangoon...wahh...reallie testing my patience..by the time my sis who eats like a sloth finished her dinner..i was still queing!!! rahhhh...and frankly speaking..it didnt turn out to be that fantastic...at least not worth the wait. wah..feel so cheated..next time i shall just stick to stingray..heh. it never disappoints=)

2006-09-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAEY!!!

celebrated baey's bdae yesterday at suntec..right after teacher's celebration's in sch which ended reeallie well=) altho the skit was abit erm lame..but still it's teachers day!! =) abit of lameness wldnt kill..haha..

chris ho went all out man..he came in an incredibles outfit and did all those unbelievably UNTEACHER-LIKE poses..hahaha..reallie very spontaneous. which teacher wld dare to do that la..pls.

actually..i tink we do have rather good teachers teaching us..erm..a majority..somehow i feel that we shld all sincerely thank each and everyone of them for all these year's of hard work..tolerating our nonsense especially..come to think of it..it's rather tough to be a teacher..i mean u've got to noe how to teach..as in TEACH. not just noe yr facts(erm..and u've got to noe yr stuff)..and at the same time u've got to be engaging lest the class falls alseep..and u cant be too overbearing or strict or inflexible or digress too much..u've got to have a sense of humour or a personality that we can relate to..anyhow..im gna miss them all..along with the teachers that have taught me in the past..all will make up my teacher(memory) lane. haha..

just heard that my grandma was admitted into hospital yesterday cos she fell down at 3am and fractured her hip bone..but she's fine now=) thank god. thought abt the times i had with my grandma since i cld rmb..i rmb when i was like 4 or sth i used to be at my grandparent's hse like perpetually everyday..and when i was abt 7 to 9 or so i 'd look forward to the chicken rice that she'd always buy and put right smack on the table after sch..and how on one instance i suddenly got very tired with my grandma sending me back home frm sch..so i decided to walk to my grandma's hse on my own..haha..my poor grandma was so freaked out and worried...bad cass. got quite a scolding after dat i tink..haha..but my dad commended me for walking home alone when i was only 7! woo..the times when she played with me and my grandpa at the playgrd with my cousins..the way she pronounced my name..the way she nagged at me to eat more and her exasperated look when i didnt listen..i love my grandma!!!!!

and i heard sth so cute..haha..yesterday my grandma was reallie having a rough time cos of the pain..but today she felt soo much better after eating my aunt's home cooked food..hmm..maybe it's in the genes why everyone in my family likes to eat so much..

gp prelims

2006-08-30T01:38:00.000-07:00

time reallie flies freaking fast..i cant believe ive just ended my gp prelims..and i still thought it wld still be a long way till i have to take my prelims and As..0_0

the compre basically sucked. nj is out to slaughter...gosh. so freaking difficult la! the first qn and im like 0_0..wth. i hope i can pass.

anyway..on a brighter note...we shopped for presents for our "dear" teachers today!! this is seriously a record breaker for me cos i dun usually buy stuff for my teachers heh. well..at first me..ava..guen..elaine and weilong thought of getting sim..low..lee and lim a handphone keychain dat spells 05s24(their name) each...budden we realised the shop at j8 dosent have any numbered beads..(so retarded)..and that the guy teachers wld look quite gay with that thing dangling on their phones..hahaha..

so we went on a hunting spree..hunted for like 2 hrs i tink...wah..bag damn heavy summore..first one settled was sim lily..haha..got her this wooden frame with her name inside..very difficult to describe..next was mr.____
wah..mr.___'s one very disastrous and ma fan..at first we didnt even wana get stuff for him..budden felt quite bad ar..altho he wasnt very nice to us either..bud..nvm..it's teacher's day=) at first we went to 77th street and got him this army green dog tag..thought very cool and all..den we went all the way down to get it engraved with 05s24..bud the engraver told us the colour coat will come off easily 0_0...so weilong me and elaine went all the way up again to change to a silver one..budden the silver one was 2 bucks cheaper than the army green one and there was no refund..so we had to buy sth else to make up for the 2 bucks..so we got adrian low this grey chain to put his card thing everyday..

BUT..( this is tiring..see how ma fan this is..haha) the engraver said the silver colour on the silver dog tag which we had JUST EXCHANGED FOR will come off very easily if we engrave on it..0_0 we all peng. so this time guen and ava went up to ask for an exchange for sth else..weilong and i and elaine dun dare to go up..ahha..just in case they shoot missiles at us..so we ended up getting mr.____ a pair of boxers and a gay-ish looking shirt. so him la.

two down. two more to go..

for low..we got him this reallie nice silver puzzle pendant with 05s24 engraved on it and we hooked it to a handphone key chain..i think this is the nicest among all the 4 presents we got for the teahers.hahaha...he better put it on his handphone everyday..

and FINALLY..after our legs were dying and backs aching..we got bedroom slippers for derrick lee!! hahah..it was damn hilarious looking for derrick lee's stuff..cos we kept making fun of how economics teachers love to wear unmaterialistic stuff..hahaha..and at the same time as usual..we endded up shooting other shops..like hangten's 4 dollar tee shirts..haha..

fun's over...got to go study again..rahhhhh..i hate this.

it's working

2006-08-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

for a few days..i thought blogspot died on me..cos i cldnt sign in no matter wad..was alr contemplating to change blog after prelims..budden...suddenly VOILA! i cld sign in! yay..

firstly congrats to weilong for being the badminton champion 2006! haha..oh yar..i feel like ripping off the pic frm the badminton display board..the snapshot was reallie bad..gosh...if guen hadnt stopped me dat day..i wld have thrown the pic away..

yesterday the class celebrated bloop's birthday...and i tink ava's the happiest of all..cos she got to smash a whole plate of cream onto his face..woo! haha..chua made the cream cake the day before and we disguised it as the real cake for his birthday..in actual fact..that cream cake was not for consumption..haha..it;s for bloop's face. and we had the real cake hidden somewhere else..heh. wads a birthday without a proper cake! =)

but the thing is most of us who were online the day before his birthday found out that bloop is actually quite bhb 0_0. and we have evidence..even if we didnt save the convos we had with him..haha..so blatantly bhb..tsk. hahah..anyway..happy birthday!! you're officially of a legal age to get married with da sao=) i want the videos and the pics!!!

GP prelims tmr0_0 not good. but somehow it dosent even feel like a prelim exam..

2006-08-13T04:32:00.000-07:00

i want my pizza!! the delivery man is taking years to arrive...and im hungry. 0_0 i sound like a spoilt brat..but this is me when it comes to food..haha...

went for church today..almost cldnt wake up tho i slept early last night at 12.30am..anyway...today's sermon was cheem man..hahah..but still it was a good message=) woo. i am always hungry for god's word..

oh yar...if u wanna stuff yrself with good ice cream at a cheap rate..go to Holland V's swensons!! chua me ava weilong jy and li went there to celeb sharon's bdae=) i ate myself full and happy and paid only $3 plus..i wanted to puke after that...too much ice cream..haha...and i finally got out of my turtle shell and took a mini tour ard holland V...they have tons of food there..and i went to factory outlet!! didnt even noe that place existed..it's a potential place for birthday presents..haha..and we actually wanted to take a pic of us posing with the maneqins on display on the 2nd floor..but too far for the cam to capture our faces..darn.

the pizza's still not here.

anyway..i reallie need discipline..as in seriously. just cant get down to do work for 1 hr..i'll get fidgety..and finally i'll end up watching tv or going on line like what im doing now..0_0

and my dad went on again this afternoon abt how this is the exam that ive studied 10 years for..and this is the mosttt impt one..10 years of education just for this exam..im like thanks for adding to the pressure. i'll bet next year..(if i get into a U)..he'll be like " this is it man..yr degree paper is the one that u've spent 12 years of yr education for.."
0_- it never ends.

the pizza is STILL not here.

2006-08-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

Because of you
i'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid

finally got three days of hols frm tues to wed...had a good slacking time..haha..i simply enjoy being alone at home and doing stuff..even if its just lying on my bed and listening to music..or laffing over sth stupid with my friends on the phone while munching on food..

this month is the month when someone literally put an atomic bomb in my pocket..cos August is infested with so many birthdays!!! lets see..dad sis ava sharon bloop baey...dats six!!! and out of this 6..
1 turned 49
1 turned 11
4 turned 18

happy birthday to all august babies!!!

2006-08-03T08:54:00.002-07:00

ahhhhh...i played reallie badly for badminton mixed doubles today even though we won..hai..reallie dno what went wrong..maybe it's the nerves...but truth is..i played damn badly..cannot stand it..i missed alot o shots that i cld have taken..and made alot o stupid moves..*shakes head*

anyway..today was a super long day...and the workload is piling up like shit...after all the playing and fun stuff..reality slaps u back in the face and gives u a wake up call abt the work u have to complete..god i hate that.

im just so thankful for jesus..reallie thankful.

broken telephone

2006-08-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

there's this wayang thingbelow my block dats been going on since 8 plus pm till now and it hasnt stopped...all the clanging of the cymblos..and the drums..and some guy singing in wayang language..wah...not tired wan meh??? it's damn loud even with the windows closed....and im living on the 9th floor summore...gosh..and i noe it's wayang cos there's this characteristic " cheng cheng cheng" sound dat i used to imitate in sec sch..hahaha...shall not elaborate.

anyway..the class did the most retarded but fun game during CAAL period...we played broken telephone!! hahaha..we were sitting in two rows facing each other...feeling very bored...den suddenly someone suggested this game..and as usual..the games that we play turn out to be damn hilarious..hahaha

my favourite line was the one weilong and i set :
" supercaliflegelistic espialadocious ( ignore the spelling)..if u like the sound of it it's something quite atrocious"

but when it reached ava and shawn who were the last two in both rows to receive the msg..

ava: " super kelly flushed the toilet. and when u hear the sound of it..it feels nauseous. "

shawn: " blah blah blah...(some weird sounds)..MUSIC..IF U LIKE THE SOUND..THEN U BUY IT"

hahahahhaha. laff till i almost died.
oh..but we found the main source of the problem in shawn's row..CAPTAIN.
He was just the 1st person in the row to receive the msg and this was what he passed:

" supercaliflegelistic espialadocious..if u like the sound of it..YOU CAN MAKE MUSIC OUT OF IT "

everyone wanted to throw shoes at him..
there were alot more stupid sentences dat were screwed up..but cannot reallie rmb..hahah...

2006-07-28T07:16:00.000-07:00

my face got attacked again today...tian ar...i got myself an abrasion under my left eye cos the basketball landed smack stright down on my specs which rubbed against my cheekbone..so now i have an awful abrasion on my left cheek bone..i hope it heals soon...sobx..my balookoo from last tuesday just recovered la!! rahhhh...wads with me and ball sports these days...

haha..but we went nuts playing bball today..my grp which consisted of weilong me jy and cap went crazy half way through and we started becoming delinquent and senile...hhaha..oh..and we cannot forget how our team was so afriad of bull dozer chua..hahaha..she kept bull dozing at us when we had possession of the ball...gia si lang...

school's been fun..chem today was surprisingly more light hearted than usual..cos miss sim gave us chocolates!!! and for once she praised our class..how i wish every chem lesson cld be like today's =)

but can tell that everyone's feeling the pressure..all getting serious and setting our own priorities..this is like reallie a total contrast compared to the beggining of this year..s24's growing up and getting serious..and abt time too i guess=) but i still noe that there's always that s24 crazy spirit that's in each and everyone of us..it's just kinda suppressed at the moment due to deesgarsting responsibilities and priorities..

come to think of it..we only have 3 more months of spending time together as one whole class..ahhhhhhhhh...i cant imagine how life wld be like..i will miss alot o my friends definitely..rahhhhh.

anyhow..jia you ppl!! we'll make it through together=)

2006-07-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

did alot o diff sports for the past two weeks with the class=) we are one sporty grp of freaks..ahha...and erm...i attempted to steal a squash ball by hiding it in my forehead today..(=i got a terrible ba loo koo on my forehead) hahaha...it hurts like nuts...but ive never had sucha big ba loo koo before..shall see how long it takes to subside..school has been abt the same..with the never ending lectures and tutorials and stuff...time reallie flies..last month ard this time..we were having pur first ct2 paper..and den enjoying ourselves like we finished our As..ahahha..

i dread the prelims.

nj world cup.

2006-07-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

frm wednesday to friday of this week..njc had our own world cup!! haha...our class was quite into it cos we have two star players competing in two diff teams..bloop and stan. both damn qiang la..the qualifying matches on wed were rarher interesting cos can reallie see alot o beautifulllll goals..and some matches were 4-0 kind..haha..

today was the semis and the finals!! cum angklung-harmoc concert cum squash..super fun but abit never do any hw..
right after sch which ends at 12.30..woo. we rushed down to play squash..hahaha...it;s damn fun but super tiring..and i hate weilong for making me run all over the court to hit the ball..jkjk..haha..he can play damn well...9-2..9-1...how pathetic is dat..haha...but squash is still fun!!!

at first our original plan was to go chua's hse and make trifle..but in the end we ended up playing squash all the way till 4.30pm..0_- it's damn addictive..haha..den went to catch the semis and the finals!!! woo...damn exciting..tink we were making alot o noise..but wads a game without enthu spectators? ahhaa...and we mastered a new cheer for stan and bloop!! it's a rip off frm bring it on..ahhaa.." awesome! oh wow! like totally freak me out i mean right on..our stanley/samuel is the best!!" ...damn malu la..but it was fun seeing the both of them getting turned off by the cheer...the finals between stan's team and bloop's team was the most gek match cos there were alot o near missed goals..even the spectators were like going to war cos we kinda like supported diff groups..hahah..but still it was a good match and both teams fought reallie well=) their team spirit and all...woo. but we missed like 1 whole hr of angklung concert cos of that match..

then at ard 7.30pm..we rushed all the way to the angklung concert..and in order not to let the admission ppl notice that we were trying to sneak in 7 ppl with only 6 tix we ran all the way in and acted reallie flustered..hahaa..all suddenly can act very well..den i shoved the entire stack of 6 tix into one of the girls near the doorway and zoomed into the LT..phew.
but it was alr the intermission when we got in..0_0 we missed alot o super nice songs played by the angklung!! arrghhh....

but luckily we didnt miss the later performances cos they reallie rocked!! esp. the combined performance by harmoc and angklung with the flute and the piano..wah...the flute player is damn zai..gosh...i was totally mesmerized by the sound of the flute..woo...i wanna hear it again!! it's fantastic man..and as usual the angklung conductor never fails to entertain..ahah..he's eccentric in a farnie way=) and according to junying..the harmoc conductor was wearing a wig during the concert 0_0.
half way thorugh the concert stan and bloop came in frm the back door..so a total of 9 ppl came for the concert with 6 tickets..hahaha...so ava had to sit on chua's lap and me on junying's lap..haha..overall the concert was fun=) good job!

then we sat at the canteen discussing abt where to go for dinner while waiting for elaine..gosh..as usual we took a very long time to decide where to go cos got alot o factors to consider..ahaha..the major one being distance..second is food..thrid air con..and in the end guess where we ended up going...

KAP MACS

peng. one big round at its back to KAP. but at least it was a unanimous agreement. haha..if not we'll never have our dinner.

we cant talk anymore..it feels different and there's just no comfortable silence when im alone with you..i feel like we are more of srangers altho we live in the same hse and i see u almost everyday..everytime im ard u..there's this barrier dat seems to spring up prepared to ward off any possible attacks..i mean who develops such feelings towards someone who's supposed to be the closest to you..i find it terribly hard to take the first step and im reallie afraid that if one day i did u'll totally miss the point and send my hopes crashing just like u did before. this sucks.

2006-07-09T04:01:00.000-07:00

continuation from previous post...

so after the feast at geylang..all 9 of us went to ava's hse..hahah..NINE in one room..amazing..spent hrs talking abt alot o stuff..until we didnt noe what to talk abt cos we reallie asked everything we cld abt each other..ahah..even weilong the superhost was having difficulty hosting the show..but nevertheless..i still enjoyed the relaxed atmosphere and just simply talking abt everything under the sun with yr friends without any bothering thoughts is absolutely enjoyable=)
everyone had a mutual agreement not to sleep at all..but the moment i popped in the bring it on vcd..5 ppl slept..0_0 only left guen me chua and jason enjoying the show..haha..opps. in the end after the show..all of us slept till abt 9 plus..hahah...i literally slept like a log..didnt even hear weilong's alarm dar woke everyone else up..and according to stan..he ended up sleeping squashed in one corner of the room cos chua and i were stretching our legs like nobody's business..haha..oh..and bloop is reallie a kong long when he sleeps..he managed to chase guen and junying out of the bed..and ba-zhan the WHOLE bed..brilliant..

we were so lazy that we ordered macdonalds breakfast which was delievered to the room..hahaha...god..damn peeg..but nobody felt like moving at that time..so macs for breakfast!! i had hotcakes..woo. shiok. den after that we slept abit more...haha...and erm some of us went down to cook lunch while the rest slacked ard playing the piano and the guitar...and basically entertaining ourselves at ava's hse..haha...it felt like a chalet..after eating lunch..we went up again to ava's room and watched i not stupid 2..cld hear ppl sniffing halfway through the show..haha...i watched it soooo many times im immuned to the tear-inducing scenes..but that show never fails to make me laugh..plus the guy's quite cute=) haha..actually im watching it for the MORALS. uh-huh.

so after slacking ard summore..we decided to finally move out of ava's chalet..hahaha...seriously..this sleepover was reallie very relaxing and peegish.woo. come to think of it..who noes how each of us wld change as a person 5 years down the road..i wld definitely change..maybe i wld even become a person who's an introvert..who noes. but right now..i just wanna enjoy being able to express myself just the way i am..i love 05s24!!

2006-07-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

i had the most enjoyable time with the class for a total of 48 hrs from last monday morning to last tuesday evening!!! it was outrageous but fun..haha..as always..

woke up at 6.15AM..yes..6.15am to meet the east side ppl at yishun mrt station at 7am just to prepare breakfast for our breakfast competition between the westers and the easters..the westers - weilong chua junying and stan..easters- me ava guen jason and bloop...reallie quite retarded to wake up soo freaking early for a class outing..it's even earlier than the time i wake up for sch la...hahah...but there's always a first time to everything..and come to think of it..it was reallie kind of cute..crazy but cute=)

then went to guen's hse to prepare our sure-win breakfast set..which comprises of ..........*drum roll*

APPETIZER - banana in milo powder
MAIN COURSE - sushi sandwich using bread instead of rice
DESSERT - apple with caramel

butttttt....we only succeeded in making the main course..hahaha..which wasnt very presentable either...and two sickening "claim-to-be- supervisors" only contributed with their eyes and playing PS2...rahh.
ava and i tried to melt the sugar into caramel..at first we succeeded!! super happy...then overboil 0_- even after we turned off the flame the whole solution was still boiling..and it was rising and falling.,freaky...confirm overboil..0_- and the best thing is after it crystallised..the entire chunk got stuck to the metal pot..wah peng..sorry goon!!
so the apple in caramel thing cancelled..cos we oso didnt have apples..heh.
the bananas i bought were over riped 0_-...cheat my feelings...so the banana in milo powder oso got cancelled altho we did have the milo powder..0_0 erm..so we are left with the sushi sandwich..ahhaha...it'll be a miracle if we won..

reached there 1 and a half hrs late..reallie sorry=( cos of erm chile versus argentina..the moment i looked at what the westies prepared i knew we shld have just stuck with making simple sandwiches..ahhaha..sai..theirs looked sooo much nicer than ours..heng never get dunked into the sea..phew..they prepared three dishes la!! there was boonlay express ---chua's super nice potato balls...stan's chicken nuggets..and weilong's sandwiches..and erm the easties erm...WE GOT THE SUSHI SANDWICH!!! which were all squashed when we reached east coast.

then we roller bladed!!! woo!!! our objective was to reach the jetty..which was damn far..haha...i cant blade fast for nuts but i improved!! heh...got quite alot o heart attacks on the way to the jetty..haha..but it's so much more fun than cycling=) i tink we are all getting reallie unfit cos only like after half an hr..all of us started to get damn thirsty and tired..ahha..lao le..this is wad happens when i peeg out in the june hols without exercising..0_0 we finally reached the jetty after like 1 hr plus of blading!! finally..hahah..felt a sense of accomplishment..woo. then frm the jetty back to the roller blading stall..we dong bang each other for rides..hahah..too tired alr..so we took turns to "fetch" one another along...very difficult to explain..haha...but its damn shiok letting someone else drag u along!! shld blade more often=)

then we went to the arcade at east coast cos the bowling alley next to it was under renovation..how sway can we get..so we ended up zi-highing at the arcade..i found a new fun game!! haha..tink it;s damn old alr..but i just learnt how to play it..it;s called erm metal sth..love to just randomly shoot the small things in the game...but it gets super messy and confusing as the game progresses..ahhaa..ava and i quite erm un-pro at the game..but i wanna play it again!! oh...and stan bloop and jason flexed their muscles to box this super deesgarsting bloppish fat guy at this arcade game..haha...god..damn farnie..all three cmi..and stan even managed to punch a score of 1kg out of a max of 10000kg? dno..forgot..hahhaha..with the help of bloop of course...but i tink that game is realie damn waste money..haha..

weilong lost and found his wallet at the arcade (stupid evil theif)..thanks to LI GUEN!!!! better treat her to billy bombers or sth..haha...so everyone cld bowl in peace at another bowling alley that we found!!! woo. split ourselves into 2 grps and played a few games..i deproved!!! ahhh..had quite a number of long gang balls..0_0 but it was fun nonetheless..haha..cos of the company=)

after we reluctantly left the bowling alley...we suddenly had an impromptu decision to have dinner at geylang..gosh..and we reallie went..ahahha..had beef kway teow at this place...but the main thing is..I HAD D24 DURIANS!!! it totally rocks. the sore throat that i got was worth it..haha...the atmosphere at geylang at night is reallie different..the air there seems kind of oppressed and erm unclean..never go there on foot with a grp of less than 7 ppl..but the food there reallie reallie rocks..esp. the durians...i will never forget the taste of those durians=) and it's super exciting to pry open the green husks and find huge golden pillows!!! hahaha...cheap thrill.

dcgrsc

2006-07-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

DCGRSC outing!!!!

was supposed to meet chris at marina at 12pm..dat was our original plan...but erm..since the both of us were sleeping frm 12pm..we ended up meeting at 3.30...hahaha..super late la..and that christibe leong has absolutely no sense of direction..she's worse than me la..she cant differntiate between the first and the last cabin of the mrt train..0_0 but this is not surprising coming frm someone who dosent noe where toa payoh lib is when she has lived at tp for years..but i still love u chris!!! haha..

marina square is super huge!! Omg..dat place has like so many freaking shops..can spend a whole day shopping dere=) but the directories dere suck..dey give u wrong information..so chris and i ended up taking half an hr to search for a shop. got da glitter eye shadow!! very nice=) the price oso very nice..haha

met up with baey and da at anderson's..the macademia leche delache something is damn milky...bleh..went to play pool after that..hahaha...DA AND CASS versus CHRIS AND BAEY...ahahah...hilarious i tell u...two hopeless cases against two pros..woo. da and i were laughing our heads off and makign labour pain noises throughout cos we cldnt even get the easiest ball in..hahah...but but da and i won 1 out of three games!!! YAY. that was seriously tyco shit.

went to billy bombers for dinner...i love dat place!!!! the food dere rocks!! esp. the nachos with cheese...plus the servings are damn huge...u cld feed a cow with one serving..toked over dinner..catched up with stuff..i reallie miss u guys!! wonder when we can meet up like dat again...with our busy schedules..hai...and neng and grass if u two are reading this..i feel like murdering the both of u. haha

these days starting frm wednesday 11am have been awesome=)=)=)

world cup barbeque

2006-06-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

29th june 2006
activity: barbeque at weilong's house
dress code: world cup 0_0
time: 4pm onwards
penalty for worse dressed: thrown into the pool
players: me ava elaine guen chua junying stanley weilong jason bloop yan shun captain

went to ps to get fabric paint for da's sash and reached christine's hse at abt 5..opps..was supposed to reach there at 3 plus..0_0 the moment i stepped into her hse and saw her we litearally screamed at each other all thorughout the time when we were painting the sash..haha...i miss screaming at christine=) anyway..we took years cutting it STRAIGHT..all thanks to chri's amazing cutting skills..haha...and i painted the words on the sash!! looks so picasso-ish i tell u...so da u better wear it out everyday..

then rushed all the way to lakeside mrt for the bbq at weilong's hse..reached there at 8pm..haha..super late...but they only just started cooking the food cos the charcoal cldn't catch fire..anyway..had bbq-ed sambal prawns..otah..sambal sotong..sambal stingray..corn..taiwan sausage..crab stick.. malted marshmellows...SHIOK.

junying!! thanks for the lovely painting and pictures and the pebble!!! the pebble is exceptionally cute...hahaha...and now i noe how the swans dere look like=) thanks!!! i wanna go london...sobx.

so after stuffing ourselves with food..it was the voting of the most well dressed and most horridly dressed according to world cup theme...
best dressed: junying
worst dressed: AT FIRST IT WAS YAN SHUN....then i have no idea why it became ME. rahhhhh

so after everyone pitched a fit cos i didnt wanna go into the pool, i finally went in..this is what u call peer pressure..ahhaha...but in the end everyone got thrown into the pool...hahah..although 3 goondos hid at the carpark underground for quite some time..0_0 inthe end still got thrown in..*shakes head* hahaha...but thing is i always end up getting pushed in together with those who are thrown in 0_0 kns..
tink the security guard warned us quite alot o times dat night..haha...and i will never forget the brilliant excuse dat stan gave the security guard for not swimming in proper attire..

stan: " i didnt have time to change into my swimming attire.." sth like dat...hahahaha...chio ga peng.

after all the dunking...we finally settled down beside the pool in a circle and played more games related to DUNKING...hahaha
we played this game whereby one person will ask a question while the rest closed their eyes..den we have to answer YES or NO to the question asked..the minoity will have to do their signature pose and somwhow end up in the pool..hahah..jason's gay pose was the most jing dian...so jing dian that he actually got a " DUNKING SHIELD" hahah

at ard 11...some of us had to leave while me ava chua elaine weilong and jason stayed behind till morning...
walked to 7-11 to buy alcohol..bought like 4 bottles i tink...green apple and lemon flavours..realised that im a very lousy drinker..haha..i get sleepy after a few sips..and my face became quite warm..

sat beside the pool and talked abt everything under the sun..enjoyed it=) ordered macs at ard 4 plus am cos we felt hungry..ahaha..the delivery man must have wanted to murder us cos firstly it;s so freaking realy..and secondly we asked him to deliver it to the poolside..ahahha...and he looked quite stoned when he delivered the food oso..poor guy..

took alot o spastic photos since we were all so ai yan and bu yao lian...hahah..at ard 7 when the sun came out..we all lied down and admired the clouds..and ocassionally waved at the residents who were looking out o the windows at us..tink weilong reallie need to move hse alr..

then went home and slept from 10am to 1.30pm..had ij date with chris da baey..wah..super zombified..

it's over!!!

2006-06-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

hahahahahaha...hahahah....ok..im high..cos cts are over!!! and im sooo gna enjoy myself from today until tuesday..before the horrors and the wake up calls flood in.

anyway, class had an impromptu decision (as usual) to eat pastamania at PS and bowled at marina square!!! bowling!! i havent bowled since sec 3..cos everytime i suggest to go bowling..sth happens and it always gets cancelled...0_0 buttttt...bowling today!!=) it was reallie fun=) although the bowling ball abit attracted to the long gang..haha..the match was reallie quite exciting...everyone went frm sitting position to standing position..cos we spilt ourselves into 2 teams and had a mini competition..and we discovered bowling pros in our class...jason with his cool pose( the criss cross leg thing)...stanley with his power blast bowl..weilong with his steady and accurate bowl..haha...damn fun...and avalene with her dramatic reactions everytime she lets go of the bowling ball...hahaha...FUN=)

and i got cheated by the uncle selling curry related food at the marina food court...0_-
$6.70 for so little food...and it was soooooo spicy that i cldn't eat even half of it...hai.

over dinner...we talked abt alot o stuff ranging from going to malacca from this sat to next monday...to planning to sit all in the front row in class during bio lessons..to booking chalets..hotels...sentosa..brilliant.

2006-06-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

5 more days...hurry hurry

i cant wait to eat fried mars bars with ice cream!!! ava and i discovered it when we went to raffles city..it's hidden in this incospicuous corner..0_0 how to attract customers like dat..alamak...but tink i will be a regular there..haha..

this journey might seem very tiring and streuous..but what miss ho said made me realise i dun wanna look back and regret not putting in that extra effort..what she said was "you guys chose this jc route knowing that it's gna be tough..u guys made a choice..so just give it all u've got and make yr choice worth it.." how true.

but i still hate this hate this hate this...rah.

esplanade

2006-06-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

7 more days to next wed and counting..

went for 4 hrs of gp tuition today..0_0 frm 10am to 2pm..and i didn;t sleep!! haha...amazing..but i wldn't wanna have another 4 hrs of gp any time soon..it's horrible bud jason ava and i survived it..hahah...

went to haf subway after dat!! again..yes..again..and italian BMT AGAIN..it rocks=) i'll never get sick of it..haha

went down to the esplanade with jason and ava to mug..i didnt haf a very good experience of mugging there last year for promos cos i cldn't do much..bud surprisingly..i managed to study there for 4 hrs straight without getting distracted..woo. i guess it reallie depends on who u r studying with..i feel accomplished for once...for the past few weeks..i havent been absorbing..0_0 but it's all gna be over in 7 days time!!! oooosshh. hang on ppl=)

the air con there is terribly cold..gosh...was shivering like a frightened flea..but it keeps me awake..then at ard 9pm..we had stingray at fish and co for dinner!!! i tell u...that's the best black pepper stingray i've ever tasted..it;s even nicer than newton's one and it's damn thick..the meat is soooooo delicious!!! ahhhh...it was worth the longggggg wait=) however, the potatoes and carrots were ABIT hard..haha..dey didnt boil dem long enuff...bud the stingray made up for it...*glistening eyes*

im soo gna eat it again..hahah...

rushed home to catch the last half an hr of project runway...i want marla to be out!!!! her dress was hideous la...rahhh..

new slippers and subway makes cass a happy person today=)

2006-06-16T10:08:00.000-07:00

got new slippers frm charles and keith today=!! nice!=) haha...and it's on sale..even better...muahahha...it's dark turquiose in colour..very unique=)

and...i got to eat my long awaited subway!! ha ha ha...*gives subway face*

this is what happens when i stay home for too long mugging..bud the sale's ending on the 25th june0_- and i havent eaten subway for a month..ok..maybe less than that..bud i got a craving for subway suddenly..hhaha

and i realise i cant shop alone..reached early at dhoby gaut for tuition and decided to walk ard ps to look at stuff and buy food..saw super nice slippers at U.R.S and the white pants frm U2 dat ava and i have been eyeing for quite some time was finally having discount...i was like hyper-ventilating on my own..cos got no one to scream to...hahah..den..i saw subway beside carrefour!! tink it just opened it;'s outlet at ps..i was like !!!!! den cldn't say anything..got to suppress my joy..very xin ku..

2006-06-11T01:27:00.000-07:00

i have been staying home for 3 days...gosh..no wonder im going nuts...cts reallie suck..now even the familiar fear that comes back whenever a major exam arrives is gone..and the time spent on mugging is inversely proportionate to the time spent slacking..haha..all thanks to my new found motivation!! VIDEOS.=) heh.

have been cheong-ing the past few days to finish watching the tw drama that jy has been promoting..and even chua says it's farnie..so decided to watch the first episode..WRONG MOVE..got addicted. haha...bud it's reallie super farnie..often watched it at night frm 10pm onwards..terrible cos i have to supress my laughter since my family's alr in dno which land by dat time..it's difficult to laff without making a sound..haha..finished the show within a week!! ooosh...sorry bloop..cldn't wait for u to catch up..haha...
jason is distraught upon hearing dat even bloop has started to watch it..hahah..

this hols has been reallie short..hai..another 2 weeks and june has ended..ahhh...i cant imagine wad life wld be like in july and aug if i wld even have a life den..guess i'll have to find my own entertainment to keep myself alive amidst tons of work..

mendaki and adventure challenge

2006-06-06T08:07:00.001-07:00

on the 2nd and 3rd of june 2006..oac had their final activity as a club...sobx..bud im sure that these two days have been reallie fun and fulfilling!! even though i only slept for like 1 hr 0_0 and alot o preparation has been put into organising these two activities..all the countless meetings..add together tink got 100 plus hrs alr...AND IT WAS WORTH IT=)

reached sch at ard 7.30am to do final preparations for the mendaki ppl to arrive..collect firewood for 6 fire pits..dats alot o fire wood la..during the collection..i tore down a banana tree single-handedly..i have no idea how i did dat..best thing is there was a bunch of bananas still growing on that tree!!! must haf taken years to grow the bananas..i just wanted to rip some leaves off the trunk for outdoor cooking...so i was just pulling..den realised dat the tree was abit slanted...so i decided to stop..den when i was ripping leaves frm another banana tree beside it suddenly i heard this ggrrrachhh sound..den PIIIIAKKK...the entire banana tree fell( slow motion) right in front of my eyes..i was like 0_0 ORPS. it;s quite farnie actually..hahah...bud the poor tree!! 0_0 orps.

bud guess i got my retribution..kena super alot o cuts on both my legs..esp the knee area..tink its the grass or dno wad la..bud got to collect as much firewood as possible within that hr la..so bo bian...den dey arrived!!! we were all quite excited..haha..all seating at the amphi waiting..den when we heard they were coming in 30 seconds..u cld tell that everyone had the same thoughts.."how wld dey be like?" cos dey are teenage delinquents ma..not to be biased against dem or wadever bud dose are normal thoughts...haha...so we were all debating whether to welcome them by clapping or doing the kallang wave...

we ended up clapping..hahha...( cos the kallang wave abit cmi)

there were like 99.9% malays..some were super small and cute..esp this boy and girl..damn small la! the girl's quite cute..haha...den there were older ones..tink the older guys are quite intimidating..bud they are harmless..tink the guys aged like tink 14 to 16 are very fun..haha..dey reallie brighten up the whole camp=) esp. mr shortest pants haha

at ard 10 plus...they had outdoor cooking..ying kang demo-ed ( showed off ) his fire starting skills..haha..den dey were split into grps to cook!! at first quite chaotic cos some grps dun haf some food..den some grps the fire not catching...bud after like 30 mins..den peace..hahah..hope dey enjoyed the activity and the fondue!! dey had chocolate fondue w bananas...shiok...

the malay guys had to go for their prayers after that..so the girls stayed back to paint tags for sac the next day..while some of the seniors slacking at i forgot where..hahah...slackers..

den when the guys came back..all had rockwall cum treasure hunt!! i must say hiding frm these ppl are quite fun..hahah..hiding w simon super fun oso..haha..bud my hiding spot abit kns..i was hiding in the last colourful door compartment below the grandstand..behind this super rusty metal cupboard...brilliant place to hide..bud damn disgusting..no air..and NO SPACE..i was like squashed in there for quite long..till leg cramp..and where was simon??..sitting down inside one of the shelves..0_- bomb..our station was the bashing building thing..so teams that manage to find us were suppose to build part of a basha qithin 1 min den i'll test it out w a heavy 1.5lit water bottle..

at ard 5plus..i had to come out o my hiding place to collect 69 nasi lemak packets for dinner=) shiok la!! fu wei's dad fetched me to get the rice..wah..heng he fetch..if not i dun even tink i can make it back to nj by cab..hahah

den after more hiding and stuff...had dinner..den CAMPFIRE!! shawn and jason were the mcs...haha..when u put two spastic guys together..u get a spastic campfire=) bud bud it was reallie enjoyable!!! hahah..i tink the mendaki ppl enjoyed it..dey were quite high...the games were damn farnie..esp the longest breath and shortest pants thing..realie got the ppl cheering and high..haha..=) i rmb laffing with pearlyn till i peng..

den it was solo walk!!! well..it kind of ended in a rather tensed note..the leader of each grp was not blindfolded and one o dem had to lead the entire grp who are blindfolded frm their respective starting pnts in sch back to the store...my grp was w juniors victor and theresa..ALL of dem are reallie quite good actors and actresses...cos ALL cld see everthing even tho they were blindfolded..lousy blindfolds is like dat wan..hahaha...dere was this one part where somebody seddenly said " BENCH!" den all of us were like 0_0 u abit blindfolded0_0 ....

anyway we made it quite fast to the store..wonder y...hahaha...bud we all had fun=) bud this girl sprained her ankle quite seriously..or so i thought..actually she was just pretending to sprain her ankle just to attract attention cos she had a conflict with some of the girls in her grp who were ostracising her throought the solo walk...ya...den when the truth was out..the girl that she had a conflict with suddenly cried..wah peng..we were all quite stunned cos she was screaming to us not to touch her...bud after dat everything was ok..phew..poor mr lum,...he rushed down for nutting..hhaha...

den bed time!! FINALLY..bud i dun tink any of dem slept...some of dem were running out o the classrooms and we had to chase dem back0_- so we had to had sentry duty..0_0 mine was frm 3am to 4am..wad a brilliant timing..bud i didn;t sleep anyway so nvm..haha..zombified the next morning0_0

did last checks for sac stuff..tara was super nervous..made us all nervous and hyped up oso..bud its better la..den we can reallie hype up for this last oac activity...THE ADVENTURE CHALLENGE.

woo..finally it's happening..haha..we planned for like ages..god..so we packed all our stuff and set off at 4.30am...super early..we even went without breakfast...BREAKFAST!! sobx...so we left fu wei and 3 other juniors behind to handle all the mendaki ppl..haha..poor thing...bud cannot help it..need to be there by 5.30am...when tara me ben khant ying kang and jessie took a cab down to sun plaza park...at first we alighted at the wrong park..we alighted at tampines park instead..den we had to walk all the way to sun plaza park...was quite anxious alr..haha..cos scared no time..den when we reached dere..there was this grp of oldies doinf tai chi..dey were " HU XI-ING" from the time we went to stick 30 clues ard the park area to the time we finished sticking dem...and still dey continues to ' HU XI" at the amphi...it was hilarious..ben was laffing like nobody's business..hahah...dey were basically doing this very farnie actions accompanied by the trademark hu xi music...god..wad a way to start the ac...

den the teams slowly arrived one by one..and assembled at the amphi..soon 8am..SET OFF the race!! surprisingly...the teams found the first clue at the tampines biking trail quite quickly..damn fast la...hahah..dey were like ???? when dey saw the streogram...haha..up till today i still cant see that feeaking UBIN word in the stereogram so dose grps that cld see it was reallie zai=) so dere were like 13 grps left at the park..expected..so 2nd clue!! and surprisingly again..most of them managed to find it quite easily..0_0 i tot i hid the clues quite well..bomb...bud like dat oso good..i was super happy when i heard stan found the clue..cos reallie hopes class wld..and dey solved it quite quickly oso!!! good job!

den mendaki ppl came..while the rest of the grps were still solving their 2nd clues..mendaki set off at 9am!! den i received a call frm the auntie frm the bike shop..apparently ying kang and i ordered bikes frm two different shops0_0...so weling had to close a deal with one o them..the auntie frm the ornage shop was super pissed and she kepy making noise...so wenling had to "silence" her with 50 bucks..hai..50 bucks loss..alamak..bud wenling handled it well=) den i had to handcarry 6 cannisters with 3 cannister refillers frm sunplaza park to semb hot spring..wah piang...the cannisters were as heavy as 1000000 elephants la..god..and while boarding bus 969..i smelled gas coming frm the cannister..0_0 scare me ike hell..wah..i tot the bus will explode or sth...bud in the end i dozed off on the bus till semb hot spring..heh..too tired..

unloaded the cannisters and went to buy egss and lunch (MACS!) with yu ling..met wendy at carrefour..dat marks the start of our own mini amazing race...hahah...we took 4 buses just to get frm northpoint to semb hot spring..how retarded is dat...god..bomb..so first we took 811 frm the WRONG busstop..haha..den along the way called goon to confirm if it;s the right bus..she said" got two 811 with diff routes!!!" den i was like 0_0 alamak. so we rushed down the bus..right after dat she said" but both goes to semb hot spring" 0_0 0_0 bomb bomb...so we waited for the next 811 which arrived 3 mins late..heng..den we happily got on...( with 90 eggs and lunch and we were running late btw) and ENDED UP BACK AT NOTRH POINT...BRILLIANT..hahaha...it's hilarious..den i msged jiayong who exploded..hahah...after dat we boarded 969 frm the CORRECT bus stop..this one confirm correct...bud guess wad..we alighted at the wrong bus stop at ended up all the way at WOODLANDS. msged jiayong again...he DIED. hahah...took 969 back..and finally reached semb hot spring...hmm..nice amazing race of our own dere..hahah

so we tried out the hot water..tested out the cannisters..and slept while waiting for the first team to arrive..super tired..cannot take it.. den strawberry oocytes arrived!! yay..dey soaked their feet for 5 mins..quite smart...cos the egg will never turn hard-boiled even if we alr pre-soaked all the eggs for the teams..so ya..den mor teams arrived..the most hectic one was when 7 teams arrived at the same time..wah sai..want to arrive dun arrive..den all come at the same time..bud we handled it=)=) high 5 semb station masters!!!

at 2.30pm at semb hot spring..i realised i was suppose to be at the ACSI busstop at 3pm...panic like shit..den rushed down all the way to coro to take 67..heng i told joyce eng before that wad to do when the teams arrive...so i went to coro ntuc to get drinks..heh...thirsty...bought isotonic packet drinks for chua's team..haha..

den rushed to the bus stop...the both of us survived 3 and a hlaf hrs at the bus stop...TORTURING..we ended up singing songs to entertain ourselves..while going nuts in between..damn boring!! rahhhhh...esp the last team to arrive..we were alr dyign at 7 plus..den we finally saw the last team...dey were super cheerful..hhaha...amazing..when we reached sch..prize presentation over..0_0 and the teams were complanining for their ez-link cards..0_- harlo!! joyce and i stone for sooo long at the bus stuop and this is wad we get...nvm..life of station masters is tough..hahah

PAP came in 6th!! and won the tag competition..woo...i tink it;s reallie not bad=)

had dinner with oacians at kap macs..den went home...a long day...a great experience=)

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last BWM camp

2006-05-31T06:02:00.000-07:00

The last bwm camp in oac...two day one night..one word for it: MEMORABLE=) i was in camp fire com together with ava..jason..terence..huilin..alfred and simon..quite slack..actually very slack than the other seniors..bud it was reallie fu and meaningful for me although i didn;t reallie get to interact w the juniors untill the 2nd day...

woke up at an unearthly hr at 7 plus am i tink..rushed to changi village cos needed to meet up w the rest of the camp fire com to gather fire wood at MAMAM BEACH..we ended up screaming and walking into spider webs..damn sick la!!! i walked straight into one k!!! heng got no spider..*shivers* the spiders there are reallie well-nourished i must say...god...damn big la..huilin ava and i were screaming and waving our weapons( twigs ) like nobody's business..haha..bud i dun tink it worked cos dat alfred was practically waving his weapon ard without realising that the spider was on his twig 0_-

we spent like 1hr plus collecting firewood...big..small..tiny..hahah...quite an experience..den while the guys flexed their muscles while chopping the wood..the girls were rinsing the firewood w kerosene..

budden,..the brilliant thing is..there were times when the guys use the axe and whack super hard on the firewood den suddenly a swarm of HUGE bee-like size wasps burst out..wah! damn scary la..dey were all like screaming and such...hahaha...damn farnie..bud the amazing thing is...dey itchy hand den went to chop the wasps up...and dno wad created a SAND STORM for them by kicking sand at them...dey were literally having a time of their lives..until..after all the excitement we realised dat the entire wasp family might actually come pay us a visit,...siao liao...and true enuff..after the guys went to buy drinks or sth..leaving me and ava to soak the firewood..a swarm of dem came..wah sai!! i was like 0_0 see la...itchy hand..haha

anyway...we ate fried rice for lunch!!! super delicious for a bunch of hungry ghosts in ubin..haha..bud tink we ate too fast...den after like half a packet..den everyone started to become damn full...except hulin..ahhaa..still going strong..haha

after dat we kinda stoned ard as usual..den played bluff in the rain on the road at mamam beach..haha,,,damn farnie la..one bunch of du gui-s ..god...hahaha..and i realise i cant reallie bluff..bleah...sai la..always kena caught...bud nobody can beat ava..she bluff dat time SUPER obvious..haha

den we had to RELUCTANTLY stop the game cos needed to cycle back to murai hut to join the rest for the activity...bascially is the weapons making part...brani did this super cute spear thing..quite slack la...hahah..bud damn cute. and sherman did quite a good job of shrapening it...haha...oh yar...and it was until den dat i realised dat brani stands for a giraffe0_- i was like WHAT?! according to our brilliant brani juniors..brani means courage means giraffe cos it stands tall and above others..BOMB..

den it was solo night..as usual...the campfire com went to mamam beach and skipped solo night..heh..no lor..we had to set up the structure..hmm...bud heng we got there early...cos it's impossible to see anything and still be able to set up the structure at night...took alot of spastic photos with our phones..as usual jason;s and alfed's poses were the most spastic..haha..den we took individual videos of us choppinh fire wood..haha..we haf found a potential wood chopper...*drum roll* HUILIN!!! she can chop one part of the wood and the wood can split at a different part...haha...qiang..den she managed to split the wood at the correct part!!! *with alfeed the hero's help* ahha...i managed to chop the wood properly k!!! so proud of myself..haha...

den den...we cooked dinner along the road at mamam beach..all of us treated it like our grandfather's road..haha...we used soid fuel and mess tins to cook rice..w sausage..sardines..tuna..wah..rocked man..haha..eat till damn full..shiok=) bud we weren't exactly eating in peace cos there was this van dat suddenly popped up at the slope..we tot it was the police la!! den we kept all the solid fuel and knocked down our cooking structure..haha,..den turned out to be a bunch of ppl who came to the beach to look at stars..(p.s jason tot dey were frm the chinese prog where this grp of ppl explore spooky areas in singapore) hahaha..den false alarm...BOMB...bud bud we were damn damn lucky..like 15 mins after we ate and cleared up and transported all our stuff tp the beach next to our campfire structure and made ourselves comfortable..two policemen reallie came..bud dey just checked wad we were doing dere and stuff..HENG AR...imagine if dey arrived earlier..wah..bomb..phew..we had LAVENDAR powder bath and were just toking among the four of us..slack. haha..bud it was reallie enjoyable..den huilin's army boy called and she toked to him for like damn long while the rest of us were trying super hard to eavesdrop on their convo..haha..esp.alfred..den waited for the rest of the oacians to join us at like 12.30?!! den started campfire..mcs were ava and alfred..did the usual spastic songs and new friend found dance!! haha...i love dat dance..very nice..it never fails to make ppl high..den solo walk...woo. damn boring..was w meisi and peiying at one of the stations to prevent juniors frm wamdering too far off the main route..wah..at first meisi was stationed dere ALONE together w jia li and ben and zu xian..ALSO alone..wah..nice one..dats y we accompanied meisi and jiali..no one got lost during the walk mainly cos most o dem ended up waling in grps..haha..bud better like dat for seniors i guess...cos den we dun needa waste time and search for juniors if dey reallie get lost..

next day...orienteering!!! followed brani juniors together w jason..simon..kaiyang... ava had to go off early for some seminar..so basically 3 ppl in brani didn;t noe how to cycle..so we had three double bikes..woah..at first we tot die liao cos 3 double bikes?! it'll be a miracle if one o dem didn;t fall..all the slopes and stuff...budddd..we finished it like 1 before time!!! woo!! amazing..cos brani is well-known for their cmi sense of direction...i just realised..dats wad jonathan told me too..omg..dats like sooooo true..ahha..he said brani has cmi sense of direction but thing is we are enthu and our spirits are always high thorughout..=)=)

den it was campcraft..haha...in my opinion..i tink ketam's grp shld win..dey came up w a hybird..hahah...COW-SHEEP..god..i laff till i almost died...brani did a giraffe..buloh did this bird-like thing...pesek did a dinosaur..and sakra did this scarecrow thing...sakra won in the end...BY CRAPPING their way through..haha..but it was a fun activity where all the juniors bonded and reallie exercied their creativity..seniors basically slacked,,heh..

den comes the PUNISHMENT..juniors owed 2^10 push-ups...dats like CRAZY la..infinity liao...so we ended up doing 10 mins of "za ma bu" 5 long stretches of lunges..and did push-ups spelling words ONE to TWENTY...KILLER...bud we did it as a club and we curvived it=) dats wads most impt..even though its not a very good way of increasing our fitness level..the main thing to me is enduring and going through it as one oac=) we did it!!oooosh

back to mainland alas!!! woo! dat'll be the last time i step out of ubin..dun tink im going back dere sometime this few years..haha...farewelll to the bicycle shops and the coconuts juice which jason simon and i sneaked out of murai hut to drink after orienteering...heh..buay ta han alr..

had dinner at subway=)=) with brani juniors and some o the other grp juniors..rocks..=) by the time i reached home..it was like 10 plus?...damn late..and damn sleepy..hahha...but..i thoroughly enjoyed myself and i hope the juniors and seniors will rmb this bwm camp forever and take whatever experince they have gained and memories that were forged with dem=)

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2006-05-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

college day!!! i forgot how many years...orps. had losta fun!!reached school at 8am for ushering in full grey WITH TIE...yes..dat disgusting red tie..bud amazingly i ended up walking ard sch w it for the entire funtasia..hhaha...cos i realised i look good in it! ha! model student-like..hahah..

ate chicken wings..cooffee ice blended..hot dogs..NACHOS!!! with alot o cheese=) and alot more...pigged out alot..after ushering at ard 9 plus..went to amphi to catch the gadiator match bet stan and mr lim...captain and jason...super farnie..i laff till i peng...even got videos of dem wrestling on the gladiator set at the end...hahaha...interesting...a good work out for the spectator's stomachs..hahaha..

den chua and i sneaked into the hall to catch sheryl li dance..the western dance item wasnt very fantastic i must say...bud dey pulled it off well=)

after dat went to this booth to play this ping pong catching game..tink shuyu's class wants to murder our class..bud we were reallie joking and didn't mean to make things difficult for them...i mean it;s a fun fair!! and it's only a game..lighten up!=) sometimes..bending the rules a little bit can be beneficial to both sides..=) i caught 21 ping pong balls!!( with a plastic container) haha...and won myself a vcd! THE RING...brilliant..bud still!! i almost had a chance to win a crumpler bag bud...somebody beat me to it..hmph..

den stan mr lim jason captain weilong went to challenge rachel the fooseball champ at fooseball...wah..she's damn good man...super skilled...imagine..FOUR BIG GUYS against one girl..and dey lost..bomb..hhaha..bud it's alot o fun=) dats wads most impt...dat everyone enjoyed themselves..

went to buy more food to spend the rest of our coupons..hahah...pig out again..funtasia is a success!!! reallie...so much more ppl compared to last year...and u can realie see the whole school involved in it..super sweet.=)

I GOT A NEW PHONE!!! 7360!! im loving it!!! the design...the colour..the functions..the cam...everything..woo..the games are quite retarded bud im still loving my new phone!! thank you kuma and uncle foo!!

happy=) very very happy=) on the 20th (saturday)

oblivious.

2006-05-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

this has been a crazy week...oac did the craziest thing on wednesday. the most stunning attention seeking malu-ing pubstunt ever. woo!! i'm loving it it=) although it was quite embarassing and all of us wished we were never born after doing it...we all had fun and it was a success=)=) yay!! we stuck together and did it together as a club..dats wads most touching abt it all=) if dere were only a few of us..it would most prob be a flop. bud we created history!!! unique and cool pubstunt lo!! haha...meisi was the one who came up w the idea..at first we were super on abt it...den on dat day itself...we wanted to murder her for coming up w dat idea..hahhaa...bud it worked out superbly...i'm proud being an oacian=) we did 4 different actions..namely kayaking abseiling running cycling..haha..damn cool la...heng got sun glasses...phew..look cooler..not like it wld do much help anyway ya. hahaa...brilliant thing is we came up w the idea on tues..practised on tues...den the real thing on wed..impromptu..sorrie..EFFICIENT or wad..

i realised how bad ava and i are at P.I.s..hahah...looking back at how we made a fool of ourselves never fails to make me laff like mad..hahaha...it's dumb bud hilarious...bud we didn;t go back empty handed k..haha...in the end still got to ask face to face 0_- both o us need to work on our P.I skills desperately..hahah...oh ya...word of the month: CUTE.

relationships are reallie hard to understand...if someone were to ask me wads the most difficult thing to decipher in life wld be the countless relationships:be it family or friends or collegues or political partners..bud it's intriguing at the same time..makes u wanna find out more..

ahhhhh...i got into 100m finals..it's good in a way...bud i dun feel like throwing my face away in front of the whole school on wednesday...sobx..like harlo...5 trackers. brilliant...i;m quite amazed actually...just whack and can earn hse points..and chua!! 4th for discuss!! guen!! 6th for discuss!! so much better than my pathetic 8th for javelin..haha..orps/ and bloop!! 2nd for trip jump!! yan shun!!! 3rd for trip jump!! woo.=) it kinda felt like a class thing to me..weird. i guess dats wads meaningful abt it..we tried it as a class and went through it as one=) to have just someone cheering for u can be the sweetest most heart-warming thing..

im supposed to be doing my work. as usual...my motivation comes and goes..hai...i need to find my motivation...god..i cant wait for As to end. bud dat wld mean leaving all bud only with memories again..just like frm sec 4 to J1..i hate it. jc life is seriously too short..bud it's this two years that i've learnt the most and changed as a person...it's all gna end in 6 months time..at least im leaving nj as cass with a changed mindset and personality compared to the cass that left IJ four years ago=)

let down

2006-05-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

i'm such a let down. in just one day...i have let down so many ppl including myself..esp.myself..i noe that no one is perfect and everyone has short comings...bud i cld haf done better..much better to tackle my short comings..i have never felt so disappointed in myself before..maybe it;s time to do sth abt it.

i;m reallie sorry brani juniors for screwing up some of the routes during leg 2 cycling..reallie sorrie..my sense of directions suck and was rather zombified dat night...and i;m sorrie that this has cost dem to go alot o yuan wang routes..i wasn't very encouraging throughout the cycling route cos i was worried abt the keys that were misplaced since the start of the race..0_- is dat sway or wad. bud i gotta accept the consequences and i will do anything to make it up to u guys...i gotta do wad i've gotta do..i just feel terrible. not for the shortcomings that i have bud rather for the trouble and inconvenience that my shortcomings have affected others..

bud it sure was a fulfiling day altho leg 1 abit waste time cos i was stationed at yishun mrt...was SUPPOSED to do maths..bud as always...no mood=never touch hw=die on monday and for maths test
brilliant. bud ava and i went shopping!! yay. erm..mini shopping... i love the white pants frm U2!! i cannot stand it...it;s so pretty!!! ahhhhhhhhh....and we bought bracelets( THAT ACTUALLY FIT OUR WRISTS) ahhaha...yay!!! and they r super pretty!!! we reallie can make use of every opportunity to enjoy ourselves..hhaha..god..den den den...went to newton food centre to eat stingray!!! muhahaha...cos dats one of the stations=) sambal stingray rocks!!!!!

den rushed back to east coast to start leg2...hai...leg2...erm...the experience was bitter sweet...bitter cos i screwed up alot..sweet was seeing how brani juniors stuck together even in the worst of times when i cld see that dey were reallie tired...bud dey were only physically tired...mentally..dey were going strong...i;m reallie proud if dem..their spirits were maintained high torughout the entire race and the wonderful thing is dey never gave up..that is reallie sth. go brani!!=)=)=)

was zombified the next day..i literally slept when i was cycling..such that my bike went hay wire..hahha...i was having dose short interrupted dreams while cycling..amazing..i was super sleepy la...den went home w a guilty heart and plonked onto bed. until 6.30pm..shiok. bud i woke up feeling like a hungry ghost...skipped lunch ma...heh.

had durian cake!!! frm four seasons durian..shiok!! for mother's day..haha..somehow i feel like the antagonist of my family..now things haf gone the way i wanted and hoped for last time..bud i realised that all along it has been me that is unwilling to take the initiative and make the effort..it;s difficult for me to trust her again..and to open up tp her..i cant imagine myself doing that..i'm reallie selfish..i cant take the first step.

screwed.

2006-05-10T07:20:00.000-07:00

ahh...i'm so screwed for complex numbers...basically i;m screwed for maths...and the weekends not helping either..will be zombified on sunday...dats it man...

and dis week plus last week was the most number of heats i've had in my entire life time...at first..started out with none...den ok...200m heats and javelin...den suddenly 100m heats...den class relay...brilliant. now my legs r dying..hahah...i havent ran in a race for years...literally years...it feels good bud it's damn scary la...realised i cant keep my speed for 200m for the last 100m..haha...bud i reallie gaveit all out...no regrets=) and 800m!! ahhaah...suddenly alot o solarians took part..hahaha..khant khant got 2nd!!! woo. shawn must be damn happy la..suddenly got like 10 plus pnts...hahha..

and class relay...woo. 52.93s...so happy!!! bud hope on dat day itself i dun screw up...am quite worried dat i might slow the team down...*prays hard* stanley bloopand sharon ran like the wind...reallie...wah sai...stanley was like a rocket la...was quite scared dat he wld crash into me..hahaha...heng never...phew.

my maths is gone case...help...i need motivation and TIME to study complex numebrs..i suck at dat and i noe i haf to work on it...saipok

sleep.

amazed.

2006-05-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

This has been the most hectic or shld i say fulfilling week...besides the fact that i lost my voice and dat this HUGE 3-4cm blister with half-torn skin developed just below my left big toe..brilliant.
bud other than that...this week's been interesting and rather fulfilling i must say...

tried out for 200m heats...it's freaky la!! havent had dis feeling since i quit track..bud i just wanted to try out and relieve the feeling of sprinting again...bud it was still freaky..i cld literally hear my heart beat when i stepped onto lane 6 of the track...god..but amazingly i came in first!!! bud bud..catch is..dere were NO trackers in my heats..hahha..heng ar...i was reallie quite shocked considering the fact that i havent sprinted since sec 1..and i'm in finals...dno whether i shld be ecstatic or devastated...i seriously just wanted to give it my best shot with the mentality that the heats wld be my first and last sprint for centuries..bud i ended up in finals..0_0...looks like i haf to sprint one more time..will give it my bestest shot=)

the farniest and most tyco-shit is......i got into the top 8 for javelin!!! omg...i was like 0_0 wad?!!!! anyhow throw oso can tio top 8...miracle...hahaha..bud i got 8th for the finals..hahahah...damn farnie la..bud i waited for ages during the javelin heats...god..2 tries for warm up...2 tries for qualifying round..and finally 2 tries for finals..by the end..tink i missed like 45 mins of the meeting..0_-

anyway...hope sac and mendaki turns out well...we reallie put in alot o effort into the programs...god...can die la..haha...bud it's reallie fulfilling...tiring but fulfilling=)

cac recce!!

2006-04-30T08:28:00.000-07:00

another sleepless sat night again...two weeks in a row..I MISS CHURCH!!! rahhhh
bud it was fun!! better than i expected...bud my legs r dying..0_0 cycle till i cldn't feel my legs..and my calf muscles are bigger!! noooooooooooooooooo.....not nice alr..sobx..hahaa..sounds so bimbotic..

took ALOT of spastic photos at macs after recce at ard 5am..haha...i must say my photograpy skills are NOT BAD=) heh.

bud looking at the spastic poses dat i took...i'm amazed dat the cam is still going strong..hahaha...with dat kinda poses..cam confirm spoil wan lor..haha...oac guys ar..*shakes head* DAMN SPASTIC. bud dats wad makes dem OAC guys..hahaha...i love OAC!!!

went home..slept frm 10am to 3.30pm..super shiok sleep...no dreams..bud i felt stoned after i woke up...hahaa..had currry for dinner today!!! just wad i needed. the curry damn nice la!!! chicken curry w flooded wtih kentang!!! super nice!! curry rocks!!!
bud i didn;t do any work today...cldn't think..haha..bad.bad..means tmr got alot o stuff to do...argh.

i need to find my motivation. thank god i knew jesus..thank god jesus found me...i'm reallie blessed to noe jesus. jesus rocks!!! some might think dat wad i believe in is just merely another form o religion...bud jesus is not religion..he is my saviour=) and he loves me=)=) thank you for bringing me to new creation!!

selfish?

2006-04-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

i dno whether to feel relieved, glad or disappointed w myself...tink it's abit o everything..i didn;t take up the challenge afterall...cos after factoring in all my factors including hw..i decided it's not reallie worth it and i haf a strong feeling i wont commit to the trainings..so i talked to ying kang today...and he found a replacement..phew..go sherine!!! i might seem like a coward or selfish...bud i dun wanna do sth dat i dun feel at peace with..

ok..enuff abt dat!! haha...went to support stan today...nj kinda got trashed by hc...bud dey fought reallie hard..it was a good match...clap clap!! stan is super pro la...his strokes are like WOAH..power...bud i guess hc is much more powerful..haha...bud i'm prouda dem all!!! dey fought hard till the end=) and his sis came to support him!!! tink dey both personality the same wan..hahah..so cute.

went to makan at kfc after dat...the zinger burger dere is PUNY...no wonder there is free flow o drinks..ahaha..dose cheapos..had mcflurry!!! it has like the highest fat content among all deserts la..bud it;s delicious!!!

oh..and guess wad...kenneth and ava got stuck going east north south and north again o singpore just to find a taxi to ZOOM to sch...bud dey ended up reaching sch later than me and guen reaching home AFTER WE MAKAN-ed..hahah...damn farnie la..

tmr's napha!! hope i dun screw up sit and reach..haha...shall put in 100% for my last 5 items in my life!!! how shiok is dat=)

OAC

2006-04-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

Night hike!!! on the 22nd of April..brani won night hike 2006!! w alot o help frm bernie i must add..=p tink we wldn't haf won without bernie's hints...*smacks head*
bud i love brani juniors!! dey r reallie super fun and special in their own way..haha...dey r a fun bunch to be w la..anyway..night hike. yes. started off at pasir ris mrt at 8.30pm..and i got my hair cut before dat oso!!! at first i was reallie shocked at how short and sparse it became..n i didn;t noe if i wanted to skin the hairdresser or not..bud jesus turned it into a blessing..hail jesus!!!

oh yar..so we set off at abt 9 plus and walked super fast to pasor ris park..played some spastic pbstacle course games..haha...the spinning thing w ye head down is damn dizzy la!! cannot siao kan dat thing...den went to tampines biking trail..wah..dat one damn tiring la..all the puddles and it was like a jungle area...woah..quite scary...den went to more parks..did more stuff..the clues were quite difficult tho..wad deorestation lies..hahah..oh yar!! the bomb cum rugby game at tampines stadium is super fun..hahah..interesting..and i wana bomb dat chok..dat plea kept on saying to m grp"jia you!! u all can do it without cass!!" 0_-
bomb.

the seniors simon me ava meisi and bernie were like some cheer leaders behind la..kept on cheering our juniors on to go faster..bud i'm reallie proud o dem...dey reallie gave it their all in terms on physical..not so much in the solving o clues and planning their route tho..haha...bud the juniors manage to find their own short cuts for some stations!! not bad..sang cheers along the way..bud till like 4 plus 5..we all kinda died..all except ava..still going strong..hahaa...i cldn't feel my legs alr la...and my ankle joints were hurting like shit...bud we still had to keep on walking dat sickening long stretch o road frm pasir ris to changi..yesh...it's insane...bud we did it!!!

den comes the freaky changi houses..super dark la..sickening ben..think o such a freaky station..bud it's fun and meaningful la..haha..train up our weak hearts..the clues were hard to find tho... ziplog bags..farnie..abit not obvious 0_-

den made it to changi beach...den all knock out...didn't c many gays tho..haha..sad...we were reallie looking forward to seeing gays..bud only saw a transvestite..oh well...hahaha...the senior guys decided to be spastic and did sapstic poses for the cam...i tink the cam spoil liao..haha...bud dey r reallie damn gao xiao la!! all o dem..god..

reached home ard 9 plus..bathed and slept for 8 straight hrs!!! hhaa...dreamless sleep summore..shiok.

kk...gtg sleep..school tmr..late day!! heng.

past 12

2006-04-22T02:28:00.001-07:00

Aristal rocks!!! It was reallie reallie worth it man..haha...u can actually feel the energy and the passion emitting from each and every dancer on stage..u can reallie c dat dey r reallie damn proud to be performing up dere...the passion is super admirable..woo. 100 thumbs up!!!

esp chinese dance!! wah...damn good la..the chereography and everything..watch till u actually wanna go up there and dance w dem...and halfway i was wondering how they manage to come up w sth so beautiful within such a short time..i'm super proud o chua li tara and jing ting!!!!! dey were great man...and tara..woah..dancing in heels..yesh..HEELS...she looked super hot la..and li!!! woah...alot o solo parts..ultra graceful...u can reallie c the effort dey haf put in...pei fu pei fu...we will rmb dat night forever..

oh yar..we didn't carry out operation S24 afterall..cos weilong managed to get a crew shirt frm chua and got in through back stage..ahahha...when i heard i was like..wah! so fast..dats called efficient man..haha...am glad dat he manage to catch the performance!!

after dat...went for supper at the clementi food court w bloop jennifer ava fu wei ben yee wen and chua..den eat till super late la!!! ultra late...cant even catch the last train..dats how late it was...ahhaa...den took 165 home..not bad..1/2 hr only..

tonight's night hike...think it wld be fun..ahha...hope we dun get freaked out too badly..hai...actually i dun feel like moving at all la...feeling damn sian and damn bad for ps-ing my ij friends...bud i've got to do wad i've got to do...sorrie guys!!! miss u all!! life in nj is definitely different than in ij...wad i can say is dat...i haf changed in the way i tink and as a person..i dno if it;s for the better or for the good...bud thing is..jesus will take care o everything!!! dats wads most impt...

k..gtg cut my hair..

working a smile

2006-04-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

hai...just heard that weilong lost his aristal ticket...oh noooooo...feel damn sad for him..bud he will find it, i strongly believe he will before the concert..=)

anyway..wearing the skirt tmr..god..gna feel umcomfy i tink...i dun wear skirts out!!! bud there's always a first time to everything..ahha...ava's wearing a skirt too!! =) she'll look great=) after tmr..it's gna be hectic..all the stuff..3 consecutive sats not coming home to sleep...omg...mum and dad gna shoot 10000 missiles at me..and my sis...i wanna spend time w my sis!! arhhhhh..havent had much time to do so...feel quite guilty..hai..

finding a purpose

2006-04-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhh...more proposals to complete by dis sun..sac dis sun..mendaki dis mon..brilliant..bud we will survive!! just hope i dun konk out...am reallie tired..haha..anyway..i felt this empty feeling during oac meeting today at the oac store..i felt that nobody reallie understands how i feel or bothered too..tink it's just me..i'm not a person to open up easily if dats the image that i portray..i dno y bud i feel chirpy ard my friends..bud true ones are reallie hard to find...it all seems like an illusion..hai...shld stop being so pessmistic...i can feel this wall ready to spring up whenever someone gets too close..i dno y..might be that i dun trust others easily interms of relating stuff that mean alot to me...bud i get cheated very often!! rahhhh...not fair..

anyway...onto happier stuff!!! i love the song bad day!! love it alot..ahah...the tune and lyrics and all..this is the 5th time i'm hearing it..heh...i like to replay songs and never get tired of them=) just like how i will never get tired when i'm ard my friends..they gif me sth to look forward to..it's their prescence that realli e matters..thank you jesus!! for blessing me w such great blessed friends..hahaha...back to chem..0_-...sian..

speechless

2006-04-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

Ha! Finally! this week has come to an end..and all the proposals are done!! yay!! phew..now can concentrate on sch work...bud i dun tink it makes any diff cos i dno how to do probability tut...rahhhh...probability sucks..bleh. i dun freaking understand the topic!!! bomb..

and i wanna bomb ying kang..like seriously..i'm sorrie..bud the way he speaks is reallie !@#$#@#$...and some of his ideas are irrational..thing is he dosent freaking get the point that we need to consider the safety as well as the liability of the race!! bomb..and we r not hum pls..0_-
i mean ok la..some of he's ideas for clues r very interesting bud thing is it's way tooooo difficult and some require standard materials which is super troublesome..hai...

anyway watched reincarnation on fri night after recce..damn feaky la..bud plot is like crap..0_- reallie..i'm never watching a horror movie for another few months..damn watse money la!! 9.50 k!! i'd rather watch tristen and isolde or take the lead..tink it wld be sooooo much nicer...and i'm broke..haha..

oh yar...tried the famous crab noodles at amk blk 233..god..damn ex la..bud it's good..slurp! haha...super delicious...and super ex...bud guess wad...after we ate frm dat stall...my dad realised there is another crab stall opposite and apparently according to him..dat was the famous one instead..0_- thanks ar...spend 77 bucks just like dat..haha..bud it was a great dinner..enjoyed it!! dats wads most impt..have yet to try the beef noodles tho..

next week will be a super busie week...bud busie w fun stuff!! yay..hahah...looking forward to night hike and aristal..as well as dcgrsc outing!!! bud can only meet dem for 2 hrs..sian...night hike lor...sorrie guys!!!

brilliant.

2006-04-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

havent blogged for ages..cos for this ENTIRE week...i've been doing the stupid sac proposal!! #%@@##$#...breathe...date line's dis week...dats y we are all rushing like hell..and it is through this dat i realised how frustrating it is when ppl dont haf the right attitude towards taking responsibility for sth dat they r involved in..god..i almost strangled him..ahhaa..bud nvm..i shan't explode cos o dat..it dosent change anything...
i wanna thank avalene!!! i wldn't haf completed the recce without her...she rocks!! thanks ava!! i reallie feel super blessed to know her :) u never fail to brighten up my days :D

got tons of hw to do...saipok...how to finish..alamak. bud the sense of satisfaction keeps me going..it's tiring bud fulfiling:) i will survive!! will not yield to stress...and i haf to finish my work...rah.

last wed was orienteering at bukit timah..brani is reallie quite slack..hahaha...tink it's in the genes..and eric...omg..eric...he's damn damn damn qian da...bud he's a joy to haf in brani la..ahhaa..tink the rest of the grp tot so too..there was this one part that i felt like throwing my shoe him...we were alr late...so i was shouting at my grp to run down the super steep slope at bukit timah..den suddenly sickening eric pointed to a signboard along the steep slope which said " STEEP SLOPE. DO NOT RUN" wah peng. i almost died..haha...and he was like" u ask us to run i will tell the ranger" 0_- qian da or wad..

and ya..got bombed by the teachers..for not telling dem dat brani will arrive late..ya..i shld haf called one o the teachers...my fault..bud the fact dat dey wanted me to bring the entire grp back to visitor centre when we completed 3/4 of the trail is reallie quite dumb..like harlo..it was only at 5.45 dat her back started becoming painful and intolerable...turn back? dat must be the dumbest suggestion..im sorrie bud yar..oh well..learnt my lesson..must call must call..hahaha

overload

2006-04-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

Today's reallie short day has turned out to be the longest school day and i ended up w two freaking proposals to finish by dis week!!! ahhhhhh...how did i manage to do dat...brilliant. bud it kind of gives me an experience of what it is like to actually plan stuff and do up a proposal...so i guess it's good in a way...bud my homework!! siao liao...my hw will definitely be compromised..confirm..must learn how to balance up...hai...oh yar...did i mention sth..chua is greatly blessed cos she uses aqua fresh to brush her teeth..ahhaha...

tink i'm going nuts..desperately in need of sleep and more time..

i dunno y i'm feeling this way...i need to reallie stop tinking abt it and drown myself in work..i dun wanna hurt anyone...and the only way is to shut up and not think abt it..i shldn't be feeling this way...omg...this is terrible..now i noe how painful it is...argh...i need to stop this..right now.

family

2006-04-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

Today's been a slackish day....not much work done..haha...bud somehow i dun reallie feel bothered by it..didn't have the usual worries abt imcomplete work..

i felt reallie peacful and happy today although my mum has been CONSTANTLY nagging and shouting at my sis for almost the entire day except when we went to church...i realised how important it is for us to stick together even though how bad times are and how annoyed we feel...tink the greatest credit goes to my dad!!! haha...i dno how..bud he can somehow look at the positive side of stuff and turn wadever that seems bad into sth not-s0-bad..he keeps doing dat and we just cant help it bud start to c things in a more positive light too...i'm so glad to haf a daddy like him...:)

anyway..church was ok i guess...wished pastor prince was preaching tho...bud nevertheless..it's still jesus that matters...he brought us to church for a reason...knowing jesus has certainly been the greatest blessing in my life..confirm plus chop.

after church i kind of slacked my time away watching tv..as usual..hahaa...bad bad..and yar!! tmr's chua's bdae!!! shit...forgot to get the comic cakes for junying and chua when i actually literally passed by the polar cake shop this morning..0_-

and i realised sth abt myself..i'm reallie reallie UNOBSERVANT...i'm so unobservant i cld bomb myself..ahhh...and i haf very very very bad sense of direction..so much for being in oac and still not being able to navigate my way through my new neighbourhood..*smacks forehead*

this year's coming to an end soon...i'm sooo gna miss my class and oac ppl..sobx..i'm gna cherish the 9 months left!!! only 9 months and who knows whether we'll still keep in touch in the future..and i'm reallie glad and blessed to haf known some friends in nj who haf made my stay there rock...If not for them i think my life in nj wld haf been super sian and unfuflilling..even though there are only a few..these few are awesome and i reallie feel blessed...:)

need to continue reading stupid sexual reproduction notes...sian..

face it

2006-04-08T01:33:00.000-07:00

new blog!!!

hmmm...decided to start my new blog...haha...there's always a first time for everything..

anyway..this week hasn't been a great week for me..i noe i shldn't brood about it and shld move on...bud it's difficult..it is. The cruel reality just keeps creeping back...
Common test results reallie gave me a big FAT slap in the face...time to wake up cass!! haha...bud that's if i respond to the wake up call...this seems so retarded..getting upset abt sth as sickening as CT RESULTS( DDDE B4)...bud i'm in the paper chase now...and i cant run away frm it..
my first entry and it has to start on such a note..brilliant..haha..bud things will turn for the better!! just need to find out wad the hell is wrong...
anyway..moved hse just a few weeks ago..at the beginning i reallie hated the idea of moving..leaving all my memories i had in seasons park...bud as the days got by..i kinda got used to it..and realised it isn't so bad afterall..haha..my new neighbourhood at amk has THREE hawker centres joined together!!! shiok or wad !!! bud the showertap ar..DISMAL..and the waterflow is pathetic..