| Saturday, September 09, 2006 |
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technically the prelims has alr started last week..but the horror of the horrors begins 32 hrs frm now..0_0 it'll pass very soon=) this past 2 weeks have reallie tested my self discipline..to sit and stare at my notes for hrs..the starting's always difficult..and the thing is i dare not not study for my prelims..but i hope that im prepared enuff..cos for the last two days my disclipline just died..buay ta han.. i totally agree with wad my aunt said..while having dinner with my family together..we started talking about their past childhood lives..ahha..damn farnie..discovered alot of stupid stuff my dad did when he was young and how rebellious he was..in the past..life was reallie hard for them cos my grandma had like 8 children to support..and my aunt said sth abt the stress that youngsters face in the past is more like physical cos they cld only eat chicken for like once a year and my grandparents were reallie strict..as in they didnt let their children turn on the lights in the hse after 8 pm 0_0 so no tv no newspaper reading no anything-that-has-to-do-with-lights after 8PM cos my grandparents sleep damn early..i was like !!! cave ar..my grandparents were super strict with them in the past..even when their children were alr working...haha...and i found out how rebellious my dad was..tsk. hahah...but who wldnt be..no lights after 8pm..0_- and my aunt said in the past wad the youths faced was more like physical stress but now..wad we face is deesgarsting puke-inducing mental stress.. for these past weeks..i have experimented different places and environment to study in..sch lib..esplanade..at home..ava's hse..food court..haha..reallie no life but studying at these places have been quite productive so far..dats cos there's always someone there to keep me awake and prevent my discpline frm dying on me.. anyway..amidst all the pressure and the intense mugging..stay healthy and happy and keep fit=) cos this is the danger period for gorging yrself with food..i eat like a cow everyday la 0_0 esp. at ava's hse.. i cant believe i queued for 45 mins today for a plate of char kway teow frm newton circus which moved to serangoon...wahh...reallie testing my patience..by the time my sis who eats like a sloth finished her dinner..i was still queing!!! rahhhh...and frankly speaking..it didnt turn out to be that fantastic...at least not worth the wait. wah..feel so cheated..next time i shall just stick to stingray..heh. it never disappoints=) |