| Tuesday, April 18, 2006 |
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ahhhhhhhhh...more proposals to complete by dis sun..sac dis sun..mendaki dis mon..brilliant..bud we will survive!! just hope i dun konk out...am reallie tired..haha..anyway..i felt this empty feeling during oac meeting today at the oac store..i felt that nobody reallie understands how i feel or bothered too..tink it's just me..i'm not a person to open up easily if dats the image that i portray..i dno y bud i feel chirpy ard my friends..bud true ones are reallie hard to find...it all seems like an illusion..hai...shld stop being so pessmistic...i can feel this wall ready to spring up whenever someone gets too close..i dno y..might be that i dun trust others easily interms of relating stuff that mean alot to me...bud i get cheated very often!! rahhhh...not fair.. anyway...onto happier stuff!!! i love the song bad day!! love it alot..ahah...the tune and lyrics and all..this is the 5th time i'm hearing it..heh...i like to replay songs and never get tired of them=) just like how i will never get tired when i'm ard my friends..they gif me sth to look forward to..it's their prescence that realli e matters..thank you jesus!! for blessing me w such great blessed friends..hahaha...back to chem..0_-...sian.. |